The lack of regular updating here and the lack of words to add in my posts can only suggests that I no longer know how to blog.
Monday, November 23, 2009
I no longer know how to blog
The lack of regular updating here and the lack of words to add in my posts can only suggests that I no longer know how to blog.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
better in time
Sunday, July 12, 2009
i wanna walk down the isle
HOW I WISH
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
June 9, 2009 4th Monthssary
the funny thing is I know it's our monthssary but I just rant him an out of the blue question "WHAT'S WITH THESE BEAUTIFUL ROSES" then he answered so funny "IT'S OUR BIRTHDAY RIGHT?" haha... then i remember, Happy 4th monthssary Honhon, thank you and I Love You I said.
Monday, June 8, 2009
Our Story (06-8,9,10,11-09)
who Joey who?
... the tall, dark and most handsome boyfriend :). Joey Alvin San Juan- Belza
He is the most generous boyfriend, son and brother of two younger siblings. He 's got sweet tooth like me. (yey!) He's the most funny and ever smiley man I've ever met, he loves a good laugh and does not hesitate to crack a joke or two even if you beg him to stop doing so. He's front mean "maskulado" act made people speculate that he's "barumbado" BUT HE'S NOT. though he was a good liar... (heheheh) but when giving his loving attention he somehow holds back at times but when we're like the only people together it's like "this is it... there'll be no tomorrow, seize the moment" type. I feel blessed and happy that I met him cause he's the type of guy you just couldn't find in the streets.
Why Yen-Yen, why!? (why not? what's not to love?)
...the not so beautiful but damn drop-dead gorgeous girlfriend :) Joy "joyenz" Nebreja- Lazaro
I am a school- heiress (heheh) currently stock holder and incorporator at Bethany Christian Academy. I hate washing the dishes but Love cooking. I Graduated as cum Laude in Hotel and Restaurant Management (mind you) yet my boyfriend never really appreciate my cooking's (mean!nyeheheh). I love traveling, the more I slack the more I appreciate the world (lol... lazy huh? i know! haha!). I can still say that I am the most loving, caring, sweetest, the most wonderful girlfriend Alvin can ever have. No one can love him the way i do (o^____________^0) (proven!. Ergo, dang it,I AM MADLY, DEEPLY, CRAZILY In Love with him.
When Alvin met Yen-yen
okay fast forward. so it was the gym (sweat shop) that became the haven of our amity (^___^) where we spend the first three months of the most shuddering bond. these first three months test my ardor for him. two weeks after, January 26, he start courting me through text (how modern huh? i know) it was my best friend norlyn who gave my number to him. so we exchange SMS until dawn and he expressed his desire to court me and another two weeks had past, 9th of February, 9 P.M. in my house he said if he may kiss me, i was shocked and quivering in a good way cause i liked to be kissed too and voila! right then and there a really sweet smack I can still remember ensued. After he went home he send me a text and I never thought that that was it! we're boyfriend- girlfriend already! haha frightened and scared that my mother could sense it I still denied it to myself on the first three days but funny how all those things go and we can't handle our emotion already cause we're falling too down deep to each other, people on the gym realizes our relationship, and they saw how much I Love my Honhon. Honey costs me into so much trouble but infairness to my hubby you can see his transformation from bad-boy into baby boy! lols, i mean into a very dependable, matured, futuristic, lovable man right now. *smirk*.
Today June 9, 09 is our Fourth Blessed Monthsary!
Saturday, June 6, 2009
ALDRIN'S
. .I'm OpEn, yOu'rE cLoseD
WORST THING
SHOUTOUT
neVer allow's somebody 2 be ur priority when in fact ur juzt an option
Friday, June 5, 2009
LOVE CHAPTER
Monday, June 1, 2009
just when i thought... i was wrong
water baptism
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
If Only
If He only knew how much I Love Him
Maybe He would stop hurting me
If He only knew how much he means to me
Then maybe He'd not let these tears from falling
If He only knew that He is my life
Maybe then He could not let me from dying
If He only knew that He is my everything
Then maybe He would not let this things from happening
If Only... He'll love me the way I Love Him
Maybe then He'll knew how I am feeling
If only He'll realize all of these things I am saying
Maybe then He'd be head over heels falling
...If Only
for my honey
piCtuRe diAry EntRy
Sunday, May 24, 2009
MY DREAM WEDDING... haist how I wish Lord!
Wedding Proposal:
Hopefully He'd Propose by the shore early morning, like he'll wake me up while the sun is still asleep and take me beside the beach and we'll wait till the sun comes up and then he'll be on his knees with this plum sapphire stoned engagement ring or could be in a sunset pouring rain with a rare type opal based diamond surrounded engagement ring while asking me " honey you won't mind if I'll walk you here next month on a white wedding dress then spend the rest of my life walking with you would you?" (haha... sweet!) probably I'll cry my tears out answering YES HONEY I WON'T MIND SPENDING THE REST OF MY LIFE WALKING WITH YOU, AND YES I WOULD MARRY YOU! YES YES YES! darn it! i can't help but get excited... lolz.. i know i know funny huh? (my boyfriend doesn't even want to get married yet though any time soon... how sad... haissssssssst... pathetic me...lol... just kidding... i'm just dreaming ok!)
A Golden amber or almost yellow one
Wedding Motif B:
Plum and pearl white
Wedding Venue A:
Sunrise Wedding by the Beach Shore
Wedding Venue B:
A Hilltop Garden view in a very nice Resort
Wedding Gown A:
Wedding Gown B:
Wedding Cake A:
Wedding Cake B:
Wedding Flowers A:
Wedding Flower B:
Wedding Hair A:
Wedding Hair B:
Wedding Slip Ons:
Wedding Flip Flops
Wedding Song A:
Pachelbel's Canon in D Major
Wedding Song B:
Feels Like Home- Chantal Kreviazuk
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Feels like home
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
di kapanipaniwala
ako: xete, wag mu na nga pinapaalala? mas malupet ako mag-bebente kwatro na loveless pa!
Kita mo nga naman noh? tapos kung babalikan mo yung mga blog ko nung December puro patungkol kay Jeff yun, yung pambihirang lalakeng ipinagkait sakin ng tadhana! haha! (mahal na mahal ko yun dati eh, isipin mo Siyam na taon na wala na akong binanggit na ibang pangalan kundi JEFF!?)
Tapos ng pagsapit ng bagong taon, di ko talaga akalain na magkakaganito ang buhay ko! (bawal mang magmura pero pambihira! SIYETe...) biglang gumulo ang mundo ko! na inlove ako eh! ang gulo talaga lalo na nung una, akalain mo naranasan kong lait-laitin ako, pambihira, makita ko ang mga itsura ng mga yun josko PATAWARIN kayo! oo di ako perpekto, tao lang... bakit ikaw perfect? (OO NA! MAGMAGANDA KAYO! SINALA KAYO SA BUNOT! PERO KUNG DI KO PA ALAM NA KUNG DI PA KAYO MAG-PONDS AT POWDER WITH MATCHING MAXI-PEEL DI PA KAYO DADANDA!... SIGE LAITIN NYO AKO! KALOKANG MGA ITO! mas madanda pa din ako sa inyo... P-E-R-I-O-D hehe)
pero ngayon, masayang masaya na ako... SUBRA! finally i'm with the man long i've been waiting for. i love my honey so much!
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
When the Lion fell in love with the Lamb
Saturday, May 9, 2009
GOD SALAMAT PO
Monday, May 4, 2009
5 DAYS VACATION WITH MY HUBBY April 29- May 4 '09
pumayag ang nanay ko for the first time na magkasama kami ng honey ko pero yung nga lang sa tita ko sa pPangasinan pero ayos lang kasi napakasaya namin.
napakasaya namin kahit na hindi namin kabisado yung place sa Baguio, kahit na nawawala at naliligaw at kung saan saang na kami nalusot at kahit naubos na ang pera namin sa taxi fair napakasaya pa din namin dahil isipin mo first date namin to na wala akong chaperon at nasa malayong lugar pa kami at dalawa lang kami!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Nevr be the same again
Sunday, April 5, 2009
this is yña's actually...i just thought i could re-phrase and re-use it...this is good...
Friday, March 27, 2009
BEST THING TO DO IS TO...
Love.
Laugh.
Try.
Take Chances.
Make Mistakes and Learn from it.
Explore cause in life you need to do things that gets you outside your comfort zone, if you don't then you'll never know what the store might have for you because sometimes we even stop ourselves from doing things that we want to do, even when you win or loose not knowing would be the biggest lost.
Life could be really complicated at times but what makes it more complicated is your decisions, once decided stand by it and face the consequences if you have to.
Never let your Anger eats you cause if that happens you'll be missing one of the life's most EXPENSIVE freedom... the freedom of FORGIVENESS.
So Forgive and Forget and turn back from the past grudges cause there is no really easy way out but accepting the fact that you failed and made mistakes and by accepting the truth it will really set you free.
All of this can only happen if you really know how to LOVE. isn't it that LOVE is the most wonderful thing in this world?
Even if it is your fault or not guys it's never too late to apologize.
So smile cause i love you=)
-joynlazaro
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Honey I stay in love with you
Thursday, March 19, 2009
March 19, 2009
I was sad, low and quiet the whole remaining hours of the day. Then came the night. He knows how mad i was at him, yet he didn't manage to exert an effort to confront or talk to me. That made me feel more miserable. remember the other day? he just sent me a lovely white roses, i was just so happy that day until this fight. My girl friends were texting me and talking to me and like saying don't worry you can make it, you'll get through it, while some was also madly furious to Vin. Can't blame them, they see how this relationship like turned my world up-side-down and seen how my world revolves around the palm of Vin's hands. I know I was wrong cause I have loved him so much. Too much that I poured and gave it all like all out of love. I really didn't care cause I think that if you love someone you gotta love him as much as you love yourself right? I don't believe in the saying that Loving yourself is the greatest love of all cause that would conflict what the Bible was saying. Yeah Yeah sour -graping, well whatever, I Love the guy so what? I don't regret a thing. I was Hurt and still hurting but I really don't care. I don't give a damn. If I have to I'll do it over and over again. I won't put an end in any of my sentences but I am willing to learn and live my life. hahah! Stupid huh? no, you just don't get it cause you're not in my shoes. once again, stupid hahah!
Then came the 24th hour after the day of the big fight. my phone beeps (beep-beep) but before that my heart was pounding like a banging gong. I was like, shit! what the hell is happening to me? and there he goes... SORRY JOY I DIDN"T MEAN TO HURT YOU, I AM SORRY. I felt a warm tear swallowing my eyes. I begot damned! haha. I smiled and reply to his message and send him a very long one that will make him go crazy, then he replied and I was somehow shocked but it took me to my surprise that he choses mee, again, hahah. crazy, crazy LOVE! and now I have to wait for him till he comes here later and we'll have a talk and starts to clear things up and try to start a new beggining and like do what we think we need to do. Honey I don't know why I Loved you this way, why I Loved you this much because I don't think I need any reason just to love you, cause I know Love is unexplainable., weird, like US. I Love you Honey, come on let's do it, Let's start and make things up.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
HONEYVIN GAVE ME ROSES
Then came now, March 18, 2009. he texted me ten times around 10:30 in the morning asking" hon, are you going out somewhere?" then i replied "hon, how can i? i am sick...why?" then said he "just don't go anywhere...okay?" then ii replied "why what's the matter? are you planning to kidnap me? lolz" then he said "no more questions anymore, just don't go out of the house", "okay, i said" then half an hour past came the delivery man with white roses on his hands...i was surprised and shocked and in love...hahah...i know it was very overwhelming, a bouquet of white roses was delivered in my house. i phoned him and said "hon thank you for the flowers...it was so sweet...i think my sickness was gone" then he said "i hope through that white roses i can cope up with my offenses to you" and he asked if i liked it and i said "what do you mean I LIKE IT? I LOVED IT... yes" then he said "i like white roses ... it symbolizes purity and means a lot to me, giving it to you that my love is sweet and pure., i love you honey" and i said "thank you so much and i love you too." hahah! this is how sweet we could be and madly in love. Alvin, once again thank you for this wonderful memory.
HONEY CO...hope you read this
This not really much of a blog.. it’s more of a letter to a certain person whom i really really wish that HE is going to read this.. yes it is a HE. d(+_\\)b
to you, who helped me move on from life’s sick jokes and love’s crazy games, THANK YOU.. i just hope that it is really you that is worth playing the game with, CAT AND MOUSE. i love it when you ask me if you can LOVE ME DOWN. you always tell me that you hope to get NAKED AND SACRED with me, chances are always thin, that is why i see to it that IT ENDS TONIGHT. but life is still a joke and love is still a game, i still think of AUTUMNS MONOLOGUE but hell, it’s always THE FICTION WE LIVE IN.
you always want to comPROMISE with me, but i only ask to be BLUE AND YELLOW. i NOTE that TO mySELF and you have life to go on, but we like things this way, complicated and just CHASING CARS.
SALTY COFFEE–an amazing love story
beautiful, many guys were chasing
after her, while he was so plain and
simple, nobody paid attention to him.
At the end of the party, he invited
her to have coffee with him, she was
surprised, but to be polite, she
consented. They went to a nice coffee
shop, he was too nervous to say
anything, she felt uncomfortable, she
thought, please, let me go home….
suddenly he asked the waiter.
"would you please give me some salt?
I’d like to put it in my coffee."
Everybody stared at him, How strange!
His face turned red, but still, he put
the salt in his coffee and drank it.
She asked him curiously; why you have
salt in your coffee? He replied: "when
I was a little boy, I lived near the
sea, I like playing in the sea, I
could feel the taste of the sea, just
like the taste of the salty coffee.
Now every time I have the salty
coffee, I always think of my
childhood, think of my hometown, I
miss my hometown so much, I miss my
parents who still live there". While
saying that tears filled his eyes. She
was deeply touched.
That’s his true feelings, from the
bottom of his heart. A man who can
share his homesickness, he must be a
man who loves home, cares about home,
has ties to his home. Then she also
started to speak, spoke about her
faraway hometown, her childhood, her
family. That was a really nice talk,
also a beautiful beginning of their
story.
They continued to date. She found that
he was actually a man who meets all
her demands; he had tolerance, was
kind hearted, warm, careful. He was
such a good person but she almost
missed knowing him! Thanks to his
salty coffee!
The story ended just like every
beautiful love story , the princess
married the prince, then they lived
happily ever after… And, every time
she made coffee for him, she put some
salt in it, as she knew that’s the way
he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left
her a letter which said: "My dearest,
please forgive me, I have been lying
my whole life. This was the only lie
I told you—the salty coffee.
Remember the first time we dated? I
was so nervous at that time, actually
I wanted some sugar, but I said
salt. It was hard for me to change
it, so I just went ahead.I never
thought that could be the start of our
conversation! I tried to tell you the
truth many times in my life, but
I was too afraid to do that, as I have
promised not to lie to you about
anything..
Now I’m dying, I’m afraid of nothing
so I can tell you the truth: I don’t
like the salty coffee, what a strange
bad taste.. But I have had the
salty coffee for my whole life! Since
I met you, I don’tnever feel sorry for
everything I did for you. " Having you
with me is the biggest thrill of my
whole life. If I can live a second
time around, I would still want to
know you and have you for the rest of
my life,even though I have to drink
the salty coffee again".
Her tears made the letter totally wet.
One day, someone asked her: how did
the salty coffee taste? It was very
sweet, she replied.
Love is not to forget but to forgive,
not to see but to understand, not to
hear but to listen, not to let go but
to HOLD ON !!!!
Don’t ever leave the one you love for
the one you like, because the one you
like will leave you for the one they
love…
-coffee-an-amazing-love-story/
Saturday, February 21, 2009
para kay joey alvin san juan belza
reality
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
honeyvin
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
by: joynlazaro
He Left. Actually I let him walk out the door. He had this barrel over his right shoulder while holding a chain on his left hand. seems like he can't take me anymore, The prima donna, the love of selfless maven.
I doubted on his capabilities
Now he's gone, I'm full of uncertainties
was I crazy?
have I become a burden that you just let freely?
hence, should I say end do justify means...that I have to face the consequences, which is YOU, though already free.
I'm on my knees
begging you to pull me here
help me be freed to this grudges
where they said I ought to be
If you really mean what you've said before that "love never changes but if it does then that is not love...it's lust" then get back to me, let's continue being crazy.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Let's not keep our Faith... Let's Spread it around
"Activating Faith during life's most troubled times"
joynlazaro
In Matthew 17: 20 when the Apostles asked Jesus why can't they drive the evil spirit out of the body of a possessed boy, Jesus said unto them " “Because of your lack of faith. I tell you with certainty, if you have faith like a grain of mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move, and nothing will be impossible for you.Butthis kind does not come out except by prayer and fasting.” In here we can see that GOD is only asking for just a very little faith, another is in Mark 11: 22- 24 Jesus has told the Apostles that if they only have faith in HIM "For assuredly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, 'Be removed and be cast into the sea,' and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that those things he says will come to pass, he will have whatever he says, Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours." This illustrate vividly and memorably the unlimited power of God when working through men who believe and doubt not. In this verse we can contemplate that we can face and conquer great difficulties by just having "rooted-faith in God". So, how can we obtain this kind of strong "pistis" faith?
#1 We must come to Jesus!...get filled with the Holy spirit!
#2 Build our faith from the Word!...Romans 10:17 "So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God." When we have built this firm rooted "pistis" faith---then we must---
#3 Live by faith!.....Hebrews 10:38 "Now the just shall live by faith:..."We live by our relationship with Jesus, through prayer and by knowing Gods Word (the Holy Bible) We will now have a strong foundation to rest our belief on, and from which to take action!
Let us NOT GRIEVE, GRUMBLE, and COMPLAIN during the lowest point of our lives because it only make things WORSE. During difficult times for us to FORGET NOT of GOD'S favor, grace and mercy let us learn to count our BLESSINGS instead of our CROSSES. Don't you know that the phrase "FEAR NOT" is mentioned 365 times in the Bible? Just enough for our year survival that it was mentioned. Why murmur when we can count our blessings? Why worry when we can pray? We have everything we ever needed because we have GOD, hence, nothing can be against us (Rom. 8:23) and that GOD do answers our prayers (John 16:23) Let us not forget to not just have faith but let us put our Faith into action because Faith without work is dead (James 2:17) and Let's not just keep our Faith...Spread it.
All of us were going through hard times, Christian-Believers or Not, there are moments when our spirits are low. I think we all heard about the poem "Footprints in the Sand". This was written way back 1936. Mary Stevenson, the writer, for many years handwritten copies were distributed by herself to those who needed something to give them comfort at a low point in their lives. I believe this poem has touched many lives and continue touching and comforting people, I just hope as The Lord our Father God replied to the last verse of the poem "The times when you have seen only one set of footprints in the sand, is when I carried you" made you realize that Faith is the spiritual ability to see what isn't, believe it to be, and trust God to do it in His way and time, remember that Faith is a supernatural act because Faith itself comes from GOD.
Praise the Lord! To GOD be the Glory!
So that in all things God may be praised
through Jesus Christ.
To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever.
Amen. (1 Peter 4:10-11)