Saturday, January 10, 2009

Traysikel (manong sa Nueva Ecija po...)



ANG TRAYSIKEL... bow

Laki akong probinsya, diko yuon kinakahiya. Hindi tulad ng iba...nakatungtong lng ng MRT hindi na alam kung paanong pumara ng traysikel dito sa Nueva Ecija. natatandaan ko pa ng nag-ojt ako dyan sa isang Hotel sa Makati (HRM student pa lang ako nuon) may nabalitaan kami na nangyari sa isang kuya-kuyahan namin na nag-ojt din sa ka-Maynilaan. May naging costumers daw sila sa isang Restaurant sa Hotel na mga "OJT-NURSING STUDENTS" ... nagkakwentuhan ng konti, nagka-alaman silang pare-pareho palang pala silang mga estudyante, mga nag-O-OJT pare-pareho inshort. eka ng isang Nursing Student "Saang Eskwelahan kayo?" (ganyan ang tanong pero Ingles yun...tinagalog ko lang) pagkatapos magtanong idinugtong ang mamahaling eskwelahan ng mga Nursing Students... dun daw sila nag-aaral. "SA ABE INT'L SCHOOL KAMI" yaan naman ang sagot ni kuya sabay ngite... "ABE? San yun?" tanong ng isang estudyante... "Yun yung School na prinopromote ni Kristine Hermosa... Tanga!" wika naman ng kasama nitong barkada... "Ah...dun ba? diba wala daw PERMIT yung school na yun sabi sa balita sa DOS?!" ... pagmamagaling naman ng isa... "Yung ibang branch medyo may problema pero inaayos naman na, tulad sa amin sa NUEVA ECIJA" sagot naman ni kuya. Tapos bigla daw umentra yung isang babaeng Nursing Student ng makapanirang mood ng "NUEVA ECIJA?... SAN YUN?... SASAKAY KA BA NG BARKO TO GET THERE!?" ... natahimik ang lahat ng saglit... namumula na si kuya... pikon na siya sa kayabangan ng mga kausap niya... pero dahil customer is always right daw, timpi pa rin sya...kanina yun... but not this time, kaya sumagot na siya... pero mahinahon pa rin naman... sarcastic lang... "Ay hindi!?... sasakay ka ng kalabaw tapos tatawid ka ng pitong bundok tapos sasakay ka ng traysikel or jeep!" ... hanef...kapika... ano ba ito sa loob-loob ni kuya, tanga kaya talaga siya o nagtatangatangahan lang?... at pa-iigsiin ko na ang istorya... pero for sure mapipikon ka... "tiga saan ka ba miss?" yan ang tanong ni kuya... "tiga Bulacan ako" ... "ay!? Sh*@!... ka- bwiset lang" sa loob-loob ni kuya.... "kala ko matalino...boplaps pala, puro yabang lang!"

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Confuzzled

To my realization...i was THEN confuzzled! (it's a combination of confused and puzzled j.s.y.k.) for the benefit of understanding of my readers, I haven't been having the easiest time lately or maybe because I wasn't able to get or have what I want... uhmm well i suppose GOD has been testing my oh-so-attitude or character. anyways, I so deserve it considering I was asking for much more longer P-A-T-I-E-N-C-E. I haven't been a good friend, sister, daughter, model, neighbor, listener, and Christ follower lately. I've been such a retard, well maybe not literally but you guest the term...yeah! EMOTIONALLY AS WELL AS MENTALLY OR PSYCHOLOGICALLY RETARDED. I think I've been a pain in my friends butt lately (esp. late last year) and also to my mom (sorry mother) God! I don't know what happened to me last year I was like a motionless apathetic retard! don't ask me why or like what happened cause I bet you wouldn't wanna hear for sure! (like it'll take forever!lol) but to like give you a rundown imma go rant you some:

a. I was crazy about this thing called love (EROS)

b. I've been coincidentally caught up between too many (cannot mention their names...they all have the same names btw)

c. I really wanted to quit cursing cause lately I've noticed that I've been cursing a lot! (GOD THIS ISN'T ME) i used to bless people yet on the same mouth I've been cursing people too... this isn't a work of a Christ-follower right? what is like so wrong with me?

d. I really wanna have a day or more of refreshments away home and from people i care the most? like self finding cause recently I've been attacked by boredom and crazy thoughts. (bad ones)

e. I really really wanna do something but basically i just can't because i chose not to because basically or maybe IT'S NOT TIME YET!

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How can MY life be so complicated but yet simple? how can one happening thing contradicts another or one way or the other? or was it only I that is making all this complications? because I know I do have a choice and yet i chose to complicate things and now here I am strangled on it! DARN!

Great thing GOD is like just right here besides me, he's never left me. how true is it that we fall short in so many ways that we lack of his glory and omens been wrapped on us instead? like I know... been there... done that! crazy huh? but that's the truth we're all gonna fall down if by chance we didn't manage to get things right or to think correct or get back on the right track!

We all have standards sets to ourselves and if by chance we manage not to meet those things we become upset, guys, it shouldn't be that way especially for the CHRISTIAN FREAK like me. let us not focus on wanting more for ourselves but let us want more of GOD instead, good thing I have planted a memory verse on my heart that keeps me on saying always that "GOD HAS A BETTER PLAN FOR ME THAN I HAVE FOR MYSELF" so true! proven too! (look for Jeremiah 29:11)

GUYS I HOPE MY SIMPLE BLOG HELPS YOU THINK THAT LIFE MAY BE FULL OF FRUSTRATIONS, CONFUSIONS, MIND BUGLING AND PUZZLING THOUGHTS AND FEELS LIKE THE BURDEN OF THE WHOLE UNIVERSE HAS BEEN THROWN ON YOU REMEMBER THAT WE HAVE A BIGGER GOD AND THAT HE HOLDS THIS UNIVERSE AND OUR LIFE IN A PALM OF HIS HANDS! YOU JUST GOT TO LEARN HOW TO DIAL JEREMIAH 33:3 AND YOU'LL COME TO REALIZATION ABOUT MATTHEW 11:30!

GOD BLESS YOU! REMEMBER IT MAY SOUND TOO CLICHE AND OH SO CHEESY FOR YOU BUT GOD LOVES YOU SO MUCH THAT HE BORES OUR SINS ON THE CROSS IN EXCHANGE OF HIS LIFE JUST FOR YOUR VERY SOUL! (John 3:16)



Monday, January 5, 2009

pachelbel's Canon in D major

Finally! I've found it! I've been hearing this song since a fetus (Lol) but when I heard this Classical song like almost 3 years ago back in Singapore I got struck by a lightning (well not literally) because i felt a sudden pinch in my heart i dunno why, since then i am asking every musicians whose into classical music if they know that song (and i would hum it to them) but they just though of it as Mozart's or Beethoven's but they were all wrong...dead wrong cause it was Johann Pachelbel's! I think This is one of the greatest hits in the classical world during Baroque Period....you guys should listen to t.

HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY....I CRY EVERY TIME I HEAR THIS, DUNNO WHY, I GUESS IT'S THE MUSIC SPEAKING TO MY HEART... THOUGH I DON'T KNOW WHAT LANGUAGE THEY'RE SPEAKING BUT I'LL SAY IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH LOVE'S LANGUAGE... AWWWWWW!



Sunday, January 4, 2009

Missing Him

Missing him will always be my life's tragedy. There's this little space in me that's deceivingly small-looking; it looks tiny until you get inside. When you get in you'll see it's huge. Gargantuan. Colossal. That space is his. It will always be his.

Friday, January 2, 2009

HAPP NEW YEAR

WE HAD A BLAST. THIS YEAR START HAS BEEN FULL OF FUN... LAST CHRISTMAS IS LOVED TOO... HEHEHEH...HERE'S A GLIMPSE OF OUR NEW YEAR FIREWORKS DISPLAY CELEBRATION...ENJOY WATCHING....YEEHAH.


Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I miss you

I miss him.

There's a little space in me that's deceivingly small-looking; it looks tiny until you get inside. When you go in it's huge. Because how I love him is huge. Gargantuan. Colossal. It's like the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory door. It looks small and you have to duck to go in, but inside is this wonderful place that someone could only think of when they were high or dreaming or really sleepy. That space is his. It will always be his.

I miss him.

Sometimes the true tragedy in life is getting what you want. Or at least we trick ourselves into thinking it is what we want. That's the true tragedy in life. Not death, not losing, not NOT getting our way. It's when we get what we want and then realize how wrong we were. That's where I'm at now.
My life just feels blah. Kind of brown. Not a nice rich sienna brown, or a deep, full chocolate brown. It's more like an accidental brown. The kind of brown you get on accident when you've mixed too many sorts together on your canvas without waiting for stuff to dry. Accidental brown. I should call Crayola...

Monday, December 29, 2008

December 30, 2008

Dear Diary,

Nung bago magpasko nag pray ako sabi ko "LORD SANA PO MAKITA KO SI JEFF KASI MISS NA MISS KO NA SIYA" tapos katext ko mga bestfriends ko sabi namin kita kits kami this Christmas para magreunion kasi it's been some time since we bonded all together and we deicided to meet up Christmas afternoon and voila! we had a blast, it was like ages since we shout at each other's faces and like talk like we're at both ends of the earth, hours pasts vanessa's sister texted her to go home early so we decided to take her home, on our way back as we crosses the streets we passed ma'am Liway's house so we decided stop and like have a small chit-chat with her, after like 15 or 20 minutes we decided to leave and have a walk... we have a plan, it was dee-dee's and lhenski's actually and it was to go to Jeff's internet cafe. natanaw ko sya sa maliit na butas...ilong pa lang alam ko si Jeff na yuon, nanginginig ako...nahihiya...pucha!!hahaha!! ang lakas ng loob ng dalawa, dee-dee's come up with another plan at yun ay ang mag-internet kila Jeff... shit kako...pucha di na ako makahinga...nanlalambot ako gusto ko ng tumakbo pero hindi ako makakilos. sumunod pumasok si lhen, naiwan ako sa labas, nagkukubli sa dilim. after almost eight and a half minutes nag-out na si dee-dee at vinideo nya pa si Jeff bilang CHristmas gift daw sa akin...hahahah...hiyang hiya na ako pero hindi niya ata alam na nasa labas ako, hindi na siya nagpabayad at eight minutes nga lang daw ang tinagal ni dee-dee halos wala lang daw yun... libre na kumbaga! so lumabas na ako ng gate ng tuluyan kasunod si lhen at dee, pucha nagulat ako bumabalik si dee-dee sa loob, kagago sabi ko! at kinuha pala niya number ni Jeff! hala paglabas namin nagtatatakbo na kami. nagpunta kami sa bahay nila lhen at duon pinanuod ng paulit-ulit yung video ni Jeff tapos tinext ni norlyn si Jeff, eeeeehhhhk! nagreply hala sige text-text tapos kinuha ko na number nya...ang saya saya ko, i think that was the happiest Christmas i ever had. kaso ng ako na ang nagtext the next day hindi na sya nagreply up to now walang text! nabadtrip ako...lungkot shit... pero pinasaya ako ng mga kaibigan ko nung araw ng pasko, maraming salamat sa inyo bagamat napaka babaw ng kaligayahan ko alam ninyong mahirap kong sinuong ang WALONG taon dahil habang binabagtas ko ang mga araw na yuon wala na akong ibang pangalan na bingaggit kundi Jeff, Jeff, at Jeff. at para naman sayo Jeff maraming salamat sa sweet memories that you've shared with me especially that three pages letter you had for me written on our Diary (school handbook) tinago ko yun talaga ng mabuti, gusto ko lang malaman mo mahal na mahal kita na hindi ko sinagot si jhun dahil hinihintay kita pero pagpasok natin ng third year si mary rose na ang nililigawan mo, nasaktan ako nun kaya bumaling ako kay jhun pero ikaw pa rin ang laman ng isip ko, totoo yan kaya kahit mamatay man ako, kahit na tinatanong nila kung anu ba ang meron sayo at bakit ako nagkakaganito hindi ko din alam, eight years ago na actually next year nine years ago na pero kita mo naman ikaw pa din ang hinahanap ko. katulad ng sinulat mo sa diary ko "SANA MASAYA KA- MASAYA KA SANA" (kahit never akong naging masaya kasi nawala ka) i hope ikaw naman ang masaya kahit ibang-iba ka na. hinding-hindi kita makakalimutan kahit na siguro magka-amnisya ako never kitang malilimutan. Jeff mahal kita sobra. I'll always pray for you, always be here for you too...even if it takes me another eight years...(huwag naman na sana!) <3

Christmas Reunion



This was the happiest 1st ever bestfrenz Christmas reunion held at Villa Ramos resort last December 26, 2008. we had a blast and we were like teenagers again! this was taken by Cindy... she has colds and cough that's why she wasn't able to swim with us but that's okay...loveUguys!

Friday, December 26, 2008

December 25, 2008






OMG! This is the best Christmas I ever had! why? because it's the first time i think after like 18 years (if my memory serves me correct) that my mom, uncle and I celebrated Christmas together and it was also the first time that my friends and i bonded together again after high- school years, and after 8 years (secret) haha... i miss him, i asked God to grant my Christmas wish and He did. Thank you po Jesus.

what is Love


ღ i was asked to define what LOVE is........ I can't think of any definition until i remember that once you stole my heart, so all i can say is that it is something that makes the heart mysteriously go wild... such a mystery of the human heart! ღ

Friday, December 19, 2008

ABOUT HIM

I found out just lately, maybe like two years ago that I only happened to LOVE (and I mean it) only HIM (he'd probably knew it, he'd probably not, i don't know so I'll just cross my finger that still he does) cause it's like yearsssssssss ago. I indicated 8 extra "S" because that denotes the years I've been through insanity because I was...and I am still stuck on him. i dunno why, he's just a plain stoopid guy with no dreams for future, he just lives for the day, simple, clean, cute (hahah), well I'm really not sure but one thing I'm sure of... it's that once he loved me.


all my hopes were shattered, felt like i was devastated, i wasn't able to fight for him cause he thought i have a boyfriend already back then. he didn't even asked so i didn't manage to tell him, and that was the biggest mistake i think i will never forget! if he read this, he might laugh or curse but i won't care, not now, not after eight years. shit! i love him so much that i wasn't able to move on because i was always hoping that I'll see him again one day and that eight years will be just like yesterday, if i could only indicate his name i will but still i can't cause I'm afraid that by this time I'll be the one to be rejected, and i don't want that to happened. maybe it'll be better left unsaid than I'll hear something that i don't want to hear. am i very too late? if i am then i just hope you'll realize how much pain and longing I've been through just to type this, and i won't regret that cause i love you, i really don't wanna live in my past cause all I'll be living with will be your laughs, smiles and a three short pages of sweetest letter. darn! those were the sweetest letter I've ever received and that was still intact on that diary we had.


Stuck! can't move. do you know the feeling that you really wanna go but you can't because there's this force pulling you like gravity of a fool? that's the feeling, that's the reason and i don't know what will happened next cause believe it or not I've never been happier with anyone, but with you.

='(

BASEHAN NG TALINO

kanina parang mababaliw na ako kakaisip kay Jeff Arjay B. Rivera kaya naman naisip ko gawin ang palagian kong ginagawa...ang magbasa...tinatamad akong tapusin yung Painted House ni John Grisham kaya nag-internet muna ako, nag update ng blog ko. post dito post dun...tapos nagbasa basa na ako hanggang sa natagpuan ko tong site ng babaeng ito. amfufu. ala na akong ginawa kundii tumawa. sabi ng nanay ko; "anak bakit kaba tawa jan ng taw?" (usual na tanong ng magulang pagnakitang wala namang kausap ang anak pero abot ang halak-hak) sabi ko naman; "natatawa po kasi ako sa blog ng babaeng ito...makatotohana" hanef...dika maniwala eto basahin mo isa nyang blog tapos eto ung site nya sa multiply bisitahin mo...


AND HER BLOG GOES LIKE THIS


*Ano nga b ang sukatan ng pggng mtalino?... Kumuha aq ng.... Ruler... Protractor... Compass... medida(!)... Timbangan... Graduated cylinder... Beaker.. Serological pipette, nismhan q p ng rubber aspirator! Saka q nlaman... Wula pla qng su2katin! Sa-yang na-man!ü

*Ano nga b ang basehan ng ktalinuhan ng isang living thing?

-una, kelangan me yutak

-pngalawa, ung yutak dpt my laman

-pangatlo, ung laman, hnd un crumpy o coco jam , CSF po! Csf ang laman. (!?)

*Pano mla2man kung mtalino ka?

-ganto... pumunta ka sa mall, hnapin ang boutique n my pnkmarami at pnkamgarang slamin at humarap.. Humarap s salamin.. Pumikit.. Dumilat.. Sby sbng bulaga! Pgktpos I lumpit s salamin.. ifocus ang tngin s mukha. Partcularly, s noo.. Mghanap s noo ng blak spot. Ung nittwg ntng 'mole'. Aun! Pg me nkta ka, swerte! Mtalino ka!ü


nung bata aq, mtalino ung nkkspell ng mississippi, nk2tpos ng alphabet song, nkkpgtyms n gmit ang sampung darile, alam n plural ang noun kpg my -ed to(ü), at mrmi png iba.. Ngayong hnd p nmn aq mtanda, pro pmnsan mnsan n ngmmrunong, npgnilay nilayan q n hnd lhat ng nissb ng teacher q, totoo; hnd lhat ng utos ng mga ate q, nkkbuti sken; hnd lhat ng mtaba, cute; hnd lhat ng kalbo, msmang tao; hnd lhat ng taong nkasmyl eh msya, ung iba kulng lng ng turnilya.


^porke highest ka s mga exams nio, mtalino kn. Kc hnd nmn lhat ng exams n nibbgy, pngmta2lino. Ska! malay mo 100 items, 98 ka, eh 97 lng pla ung ksunod mo, iicpn mo p kyang mtalino ka pg nlaman mong tuldok lng ang kulng kya ngkmali xa? Isa pa! 100 items uli, pro highest ka, un nga lng 56 ka. Haha. Kawawa nmn. Kung aq un, mggng proud aq. Lol

^hnd lhat ng mtalino ngttnong. Totoo. Kc ang mtalino, sriling sikap n ngh2nap ng ksagutan s kanyang kacuriousan... Ska, depende, kc Hnd lhat ng tnong me sense, at hnd lhat ng tao, me sense. AT HND LHAT NG BLOG ME SENSE.

^mtalino ung hnd n kelangan mgrebyu kpg me exam. Ung tunay n mtalino, nkksurvive s mga surprise quizzes. nang hnd nango2pya!ö

^ang mtalino, nkknig.. Hnd kelangan ng notes. Ang hnd mtalino, hnd nkknig. Pro my notes. *_+

^ang mtalino, d nkkpgcompete ng grades, ng scores. Pg nkta mo test paper mo n mdming parallel diagonal lines, itago mo n agad! Dpt humble! Kc blita q pg nipgka2lat ang ktalinuhan, unti unting nauubos eh..

^ang matalino, mgaling! Ta-ma! Dpt ms mataas ang score s problem solving kesa s identification ska multiple choice. Odd man out kesa matching type.

^ang matalino,...... panget!

Wooh! swerte q d aq mtalino!üö

ang hnd matalino: mgaling... tsumamba.. mhilig s... bonus!.. ska bglng nggng religious kpg me exam nuh!

IN LOVE

Yña's...

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life… You give them a piece of youR HEART BUT THEY WANT THE WHOLE NOT JUST A PART. (joyenz)

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

UNCERTAIN FATE: Romeo and Rosaline...then Juliet

Juliet wasn't Romeo's first Love.
It was a Beautiful lady named Rosaline.

Romeo is infatuated with Rosaline at the beginning of the play. Rosaline never appears onstage, but it is said by other characters that she is very beautiful and has sworn to live a life of chastity.

Rosaline, like Juliet is also a Capulet. Romeo met Juliet in a party thrown by the Capulet's and fell in love with Juliet instantly.

That's how uncertain love could is; the person who we think are meant for us are really just INSTRUMENTS to find THE ONE DESTINED FOR US. true enough, but then again certainty is always just at the Present but not in the future.

Monday, December 15, 2008

FLIRTY CHEWING GUM

*and i quote:*

OIST? IKW CHEWING GUM? WEH, I DON'T THINK SO...YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE SUCH.

ALAM MO MAY BATAS SA FLIRTING...PAG ANG KA-FLIRT MO AYAW PANG UMAMIN, NAG-EENJOY PA YAN. "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN ANG DRAMA". ANG LAGAY EH XA LANG BA ANG PAMYSTERIOUS? SUBUKAN MO RING GAWAN NG "KALYO" YANG UTAK NYA PARA QUITS.


*unquote*

hahah...oh diba kaporma? hanef. yan ang ABOGADA.

(sagot ito ni mam bem sa tanong ko about FLIRTING at pagiging CHEWING GUM KO DAW...panapal ba? parang option. inelaborate masyado)=D maraming salamat mis bem

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Provrbs 30: 18-19

There are three things that amazes me— actually no, there are four things that I don’t understand: how an eagle glides through the sky, how a snake slithers on a rock, how a ship navigates the ocean, and how a man loves a woman.

Salamat Bob Ong

1. “Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pagtinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon.”

2. “Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo.”

3. “Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawakan ng iba. “

4. “Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.”

5. “Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.”

6. “Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.”

7. “Kung maghihintay ka nang ng lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din.”

8. “Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.”

9. “Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.”

10. “Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka. Kaya quits lang.”

11. “Bakit ba ayaw matulog ng mga bata sa tanghali? alam ba nilang pag natuto silang umibig e hindi na sila makakatulog kahit gusto nila?

12. “Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka.”

13. “Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!”

14. “nalaman kong hindi final exam ang passing rate ng buhay. hindi ito multiple choice, identification, true or false, enumeration or fill-in-the-blanks na sinasagutan kundi essay na isinusulat araw-araw. Huhusgahan ito hindi base sa kung tama o mali ang sagot, kundi base sa kung may kabuluhan ang mga isinulat o wala. Allowed ang erasures.”

15. “Wag magmadali sa pag-aasawa. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon sa hinaharap, mag-iiba pa ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong di pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang sa kaboses niya si Debbie Gibson o magaling mag-breakdance. Totoong mas importante ang kalooban ng tao higit anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan sa eskwelahan e nagmumukha ring pandesal. Maniwala ka.”

16. “ayokong nasasanay sa mga bagay na pwede namang wala sa buhay ko “

17. “hinahanap mo nga ba ako o ang kawalan ko?”

18. “hindi dahil sa hindi mo naiintindihan ang isang bagay ay kasinungalingan na ito. at hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan. “

19. “Kumain ka na ng siopao na may palamang pusa o maglakad sa bubog nang nakayapak, pero wag na wag kang susubok mag-drugs. Kung hindi mo kayang umiwas, humingi ka ng tulong sa mga magulang mo dahil alam nila kung saan ang mga murang supplier at hindi ka nila iisahan.”

20. “Mag-aral maigi. Kung titigil ka sa pag-aaral, manghihinayang ka pagtanda mo dahil hindi mo naranasan ang kakaibang ligayang dulot ng mga araw na walang pasok o suspendido ang klase o absent ang teacher. (Haaay, sarap!).”

21. “Mangarap ka at abutin mo. Wag mong sisihin ang sira mong pamilya, palpak mong syota, pilay mong tuta, o mga lumilipad na ipis. Kung may pagkukulang sa’yo mga magulang mo, pwde kang manisi at maging rebelde. Tumigil ka sa pag-aaral, mag-asawa ka, mag-drugs ka, magpakulay ka ng buhok sa kili-kili. Sa banding huli, ikaw din ang biktima. Rebeldeng walang napatunayan at bait sa sarili.”

Saturday, December 13, 2008

AKO PA ANG SINUNGALING NGAYON?

anu bang privacy ang hinahanap at pinagsasasabi mo? alam ko hindi mo ginustong tulungan kita...ako lang ang nagmatigas na tumulong..kusang loob lang dahil ayoko lang mamatay ka, tapos you're telling me that i had invaded your privacy? una sa lahat di ko chinizmiz LANG yun...kaibigan mo yun and that they need to know...i guess minasama mo lang at idedeny mo pa...actually dineny mo na...pati ako...so lumabas na sinungaling pa ako...alam mo ang totoo...kaya next time na magpapakamatay ka hindi na ako makikialam...i did my part na...baka next time sisihin mo pa ako ulit na sa lagay na patay ka na itatakbo na naman kita sa hospital...hindi na...hindi mo naman talaga ako kaibigan eh..pero nagmalasakit lang ako ng nagtext ka na uminom ka ng 50 capsules dahil nga problema mo boyfriend mo at gusto mo ng mamatay...nahanap ko nga bahay nyo kahit diko alam kung saang sulok yun eh...hindi ko sinusumbat pero para yun lang idedeny mo pa? sa lagay ba naman kung namatay ka sa tingin mo may privacy ka pa nun? wala! dahil ikatatlong gabi mo na ngayon baka sisihin pa ako ng tropa mo kung hindi ako rumespunde sa text message mo...nawalan ako ng gana...nakakasakit ng loob na WALA NAMAN AKONG IBANG PAKAY para magFeeling Super Hero kung bakit nakwento ko kay kuya Leo yung ginawa mo...nadinig lang ni manager (henry) na TROPA mo din...they just wanted to know what happened...ngayon kung may mali man ako hindi ko yun sinasadya pero para gawin mo akong mukang tanga ang sinungaling goodluck na lang sa next suicide attempt mo...hindi na kita pipigilan sa trip mo.anu bang sinasabi mong DOBLE ANG DILA ng mga tiga gym? whatever po!

TAKE NOTE PO HINDI AKO SINUNGALING O CHISMOSA O FEELING SUPER HERO.... KAIBIGAN KASI TURING KO SAYO KAYA KO GINAWA YUN AT KUNG NKWENTO KO KAY KUYA LEO AT HENRY HINDI KO GUSTONG ICHISMIS KA...TROPA MU YUN...PASENSYA!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

havoc

i was shocked and crying last night when a friend of mine sent me an SMS (text) saying that she took 50pcs tablets (amoxicilin and cefalexin) I was shocked because at first i Thought she was kidding though i knew she's already problematic but i think she won't do anything like that until she was like saying goodbye already and i was like what the f*ck is she talking about so what i did is talk to her and like tell her that k*lling her self won't do any good so i rush into her house though i haven't been there with my cousins, we search for her house and found it, i found her lying on her bed groggy and the vinyl was full of vomits and there were like 80 opened capsules of different kind vulgarly tossed around her bed and the smell of her room was like the hospital, bad odor smell of medicine! i was like sh*t what are you trying to prove! i convinced her to go to the hospital and she was like i really wanna die just leave the h*ll out of me, and i was like f*ck! i can't let you go to h*ll this way...(hehe) until i convinced her to go the hospital, we rushed her to the doctor first but the doctor said she needs to go to the hospital already and so we went to the public hospital around 9pm and we are like fr**king the h*ll out of her insanity! he doctor said she is needed to be confine but she insisted not to, so we went home around almost 12 midnight and thanks God she survived the attempt, I just wished that she won't do anything like it AGAIN! ate Ana Veronica I know how much you love him (Andong), but killing yourself won't make him love you more especially if you're a dead meat already...I Love you ate...I'm just here...

Monday, December 8, 2008

ANOTHER PACMAN VICTORY

TO fight against a big name like Oscar De La Hoya was already a dream come true for Manny Pacquiao. And to win against boxing’s “Golden Boy” would make it sweeter.

Pacquiao accomplished the sweeter feat as the world lightweight champion fashioned out an impressive eighth-round TKO victory over the legendary De La Hoya on Sunday (Philippine time) in their cross-divisional “Dream Match” at the MGM Grand Garden Arena in Las Vegas, Nevada, USA.

The Filipino boxing icon started strong right at the opening bell to dictate the tempo of the match.

Pacquiao continued his onslaught in the next round, landing several lefts to the face of the former six-division champion, and never let up.

De La Hoya demonstrated a bit of his skills in the fifth round only to be peppered anew thereafter.

Pacquiao, who refused to be called “The Mexicutioner”, was indeed a Mexicutioner as he battered De La Hoya into a corner and made a punching bag out of the bigger and taller Mexican-American that swelled the latter’s eye shut in the seventh round.

Round 8 was likewise an all-Pacquiao show as he went on throwing lefts and rights on a somewhat resigned De La Hoya, whose corner threw in the towel after the round.

Pacquiao also made boxing history by winning in three different weight divisions in one year. He edged junior-lightweight rival Juan Manuel Marquez in March and stopped lightweight David Diaz in the ninth round in June.

The triumph improved the “Pacman’s” win-loss-draw record to 47-3-2, while it was the “Golden Boy’s” sixth defeat in 45 fights.

“Manny Pacquiao is a great fighter,” the 35-year-old De La Hoya said. “He deserves all the credits in the world. We fight a tremendous fight and he was a better man and he deserves all the accolades and he deserves everything that he has accomplished and I wish him all the best.”

In response, Pacquiao, who stands to get $11 million (roughly P540 million) from this fight, said: “Whatever happens you are still my idol.”

The fight was so lopsided and De La Hoya looked so inept that it could spell the end for boxing's richest and most marketable star.

De La Hoya, however, said: “My heart still wants to fight that’s for sure. But when you can no longer respond, then what can you do. We’ll see what happens. I love the sport. When it’s not your night and a true champion like Manny beats you, obviously there is another day tomorrow.”

It was really a day of stoppages as five of the scheduled seven supporting bouts also came out abbreviated.

Victor Ortiz of Oxnard, California stopped Jeffrey Resto in the second round to keep his North American Boxing Organization junior-welterweight championship in the main supporting event.

Ortiz went to work right at the opening bell and floored Resto twice with solid punches to the face and body. The defending champion continued his onslaught in the second canto and scored a technical-knockout victory in 1:19.

The win improved Ortiz’s win-loss-draw record to 23-1-1.

World Boxing Organization junior-featherweight champion Juan Manuel Lopez of Caguas, Puerto Rico likewise retained his title via a first-round TKO win over Sergio Medina of Salta, Argentina.

Lopez downed Medina thrice, prompting the referee to stop the fight 1:38 in the opening round.

It was Lopez’s 24th straight win in as many bouts, while Medina suffered his second loss in 35 fights.

In the bout of super-middleweights, unbeaten Daniel Jacobs of Brooklyn, New York scored his 12th KO in 13 fights by stopping Victor Lares 2:44 of the second round. Lares dropped his record to 14-4.

Earlier, Adrien Broner and Roberto Marroquin also scored early stoppages against their respective opponents.

Broner stopped Scott Furney in the first round of the second bout, while Marroquin knocked out Isaac Hidalgo also in the opening stage of the curtain-raiser.

In the other bouts, junior-welterweight Danny Garcia outpointed Jose Alfredo Lugo in the fourth fight of the night and Jose Angel Beranza, in the third match, beat erstwhile undefeated Jesus Rojas via unanimous decision.(Sunnex)



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