you and only you

vous et nul autre

In the middle of the night I'm still wide awake
Hot tears were streaming down my very face
Loving you they said was a big mistake
For you're no longer free and this feeling came too late

Stars are sparkling like diamonds above the sky
Cold wind blows here outside where I lie
In the eerie silence of the night I sigh
Right love with the wrong person might be the reason why

Through solitude and tears would be my fate
if the reason is you I would still feel great
For loving you Lochinvar is not a mistake
But a challenge I know that I would face

Now the night was gone I tried to remember
Those nightly torments that soon I know I'll get over
Hoping someday when you are free we'll be together
Because in my heart it would be just you and no other

here I am to worship

FOR HE KNOWS EVERYTHING

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For I know well the plans I have in mind for you, says the LORD, plans for your welfare, not for woe! plans to give you a future full of hope.
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When you call me, when you go to pray to me, I will listen to you.
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When you look for me, you will find me. Yes, when you seek me with all your heart,
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you will find me with you, says the LORD, and I will change your lot; I will gather you together from all the nations and all the places to which I have banished you, says the LORD, and bring you back to the place from which I have exiled you.

to God be the Glory!

Hi guys, has any of you wonder what level are you spiritually? I mean all of us has been too busy feeding ourselves three times a day or maybe more and yet none remember to feed our very life which is our very soul. Many of us were too busy preparing for tomorrow's future but none of us remembers to prepare for the after-life.

If you die tonight. Where will you go?

Whatever your answer is. Are you SURE?

John 3:16 says for God so loved the WORLD that He gave His only BEGOTTEN- (BORN) Son, that whoever believes IN Him should not Die (spiritual death-hell) but have Everlasting life.

Do you believe IN Jesus?

I didn't say " Do you believe He existed".

I'm asking, Do you Believe IN him.

Did He say the truth? Or was He A LIAR?

When people asked Jesus. He replied with " I AM" ... "I am" is a name reserved by the Jewish people, and only God had the right to use it. I AM is basically a SACRED name of God. (Read the story of Moses for reference- its in Exodus)

So, is Jesus God? He used God's name to refer to Himself. So is He God?

Was Jesus telling the truth when He said "I AM".

if a dog has a begotten son, it is still a dog.

if a cat has a begotten son, it is still a cat.

if a human has a begotten son, it is still a human.

if God has a begotten son, ..... Why are you so confused?

If Jesus is God. Then wouldn't you want to find out what God wants to tell you?

I encourage you to read the First 4 Books in the new testament. Or even just one of them. matthew mark luke or john.. You can try reading what JESUS says and try to see how it affects your life....Who knows, you might get the answer to life's biggest questions..

Or at least get your questions answered. (-rodolfo)
Most of us were too busy working so hard that we're sweating like pig but sadly to think is there anyone who sweat like a pig just to work for God's kingdom? and ironically Every one has been consecutively checking his physical condition but never checks his spiritual condition. and I'm gonna ask you one more question, when was the last time you Praise and Thank God? knowing that you always wanted to be thank and praise. So guys if you are reading this right now and you are somehow relating to what i was saying kindly check yourself, are you more of self pleaser or His follower? because guys our main goal is to stay within the boundaries of God's plan for us (-feiyi) so if you have asked yourself what's your purpose, dude wake up!

I'm gonna tell you something which I know you don't want to hear but just for you to realize why on earth I'm trying to rant this in front of your face I'm still gonna let you see, I am already twenty three years old (october 30, 1985), God has been faithful to me and still is, to at least extend another year of my life and I mean "extend", I have encountered (personal) Christ when I was on my First Grade, so i was like almost seven during that time, so twenty three minus seven is (uhmmm lol ^_~) sixteen right? so I have been Christian Born- Again for one and a half decade and I remember crying that time when my mom and I was praying and afterward she asked if i wanted to accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and Personal Savior and I was like so cold and shaky and I answered "YES" while I was crying. From then till on, I have been on my highs and lows and I mean who's not? but I'll be forever great full for his undying Love and Love and Love, for you guys have no idea what I have been through and yet remembering the Pastor's sermon last Sunday that "that we have no right to question God and his will, for someone has already surpassed that kind of problem same as yours and that someone has yet to experience it, and that though we kind of have a lot of different problems still all of it has limitations, that God won't allow even one problem to come your way when he knew you can't handle it" and to add up a verse on the Bible, in John 1;33 "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." and it also come to my realization that every level of problems depend on our level of maturity so that proves that God's not gonna give us more than what we can handle. Continuing what i was saying, I also, during those most low time of my life has been officially brain-dead and I mean like really my brain was not functioning well, (lol i know...well still not really) cause I mean like I can't think and talk and read of anything but Lord God Jesus Christ. I was really great full for those times because I was able to draw near him, I am a certified sinner and that I am not ashamed of and by His grace he has forgiven me and by faith i am saved and every time I am kind of low I always make sure to listen on Christian songs and like read Bible and I can really found comfort on his words and not realizing that i have faced my problem with God and was able to surpassed it and just looking back on it I am becoming strong and thankful, that's when I realize that, i knew everything happens for a reason and I mean EVERYTHING, so in return I make it to a point to be attach to Him, though I still lack a lot of everything that I still fail him, Lord i am sorry for that. And to end my story I'm going to quote a great man on the Bible "Joseph" who's been gone through life's distress, still he, as he dreams of, become who God planned him to be, Vayesheb "and he lived" for "God has made me fruitful in the land of my suffering."-Genesis 41:52.

The Sermon

Theme: "The Problem with Problem"

Preaching by: Bishop Ariel P. Coleto, Ph D.
Bible Verse: 1st Corinthians 10: 13

"There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God [is] faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear [it]."

>>>The preaching was all about the Problems. First, it has been said that every problem is common to mankind, that problems do come and go and is being experienced by somebody else too and that you aren't alone. Secondly, that we have no right to question God and his will for someone has already surpassed that kind of problem same as yours and that someone has yet to experience it, and that though we kind of have a lot of different problems still all of it has limitations, that God won't allow even one problem to come your way when he knew you can't handle it, Thirdly, that every problem has a solution and the solution can be found through only our God, for He will always make a way. Fourth, that in every problems there are lessons learned, God is always teaching us to have faith in him and that in 1st john 4:4 it is said "Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world."

>>>The Preacher, Doctor Coleto also emphasizes that attitude has everything to do with dealing the problems, and that there are three (3) types of wrong attitude a problematic person is showing of the difficult times; a. that he is escaping the problem, b. that he is over-magnifying the problem itself, c. that he is ignoring the problem which is very wrong.

>>>Doctor Coleto also implied the kind of attitude one has to have during life's most difficult situation in order to be productive even under pressure of problem; a. that he should always be thankful and great full, b. that he should be respectful and always saying "please-ATTITUDE", and c. he should always know how to say sorry and that he is of no pride.


*So what's the problem with the Problem? the answer is ATTITUDE, towards other people, towards yourself, towards the situation and towards GOD.

HAPPY 20TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY DOCTOR COLETO AND MISS MARIA....
GOD BLESS!

final quote " DO NOT LET THE PROBLEM OVERCOME YOU BUT OVERCOME IT INSTEAD, YOU HAVE GOD WHO ELSE DO YOU NEED??? (1Jo 4:4) joy n. lazaro

4 days in a row!

i mishooooooo guys!? wadup? sorry i wasn't able to update you for the past four days, I've been too lazy yet so busy...lol...anyways i got loads of story to tell but i can feel that you don't wanna hear about that so what i'm gonna published is something more interesting...happy sunday btw it's our Pastor's 20th wedding anniversary today!

thoughts to think about

Thoughts for the day

"The worst part of being alone is sitting on the dark
would be waiting for the coming of the unknown."


"Everybody wants a scene
for everyone wants to be heard and seen"


"I didn't come here to tell you that I can't live without you,
I can lie without you, I just don't want to."
~jennifer aniston in rumor has it~


"You can not control your emotion,
just your action"
~HOUSE~


"God created beer to make men brave and women loose"
~just like heaven~


"Everyone complains of their looks.
but none of their brains."
~julito baron reyes III~

asshole translation

Goodness please fill up the Earth for good people gone freak and the most persevering people run out of patience! would you believe that the world itself can't almost breath? dude i mean it not like because of pollution but because of those assholes who's been trying to replay what Julius Ceasar once said "Veni.Vidi.Vici" for i am so wanting to puke! you guys sucks! Gosh! GROW UP LOSER!!!

sample of written reprimand

hei guys, i made a sample of written reprimand...for those of you who is asking for one well here it is, hope it'll be helpful thnks. i made this one for our teacher who has been committing fault.

BETHANY CHRISTIAN ACADEMY

OF SAN JOSE CITY, NUEVA ECIJA INC.,

SEC-Reg. No. A200103169

Contact No. (044) 511-1411

MEMORANDUM

To:

Fr: The Board of Trustees

The Bethany Christian Academy

Date: July 21, 2008

Subject: Written Reprimand (1^st written notice)

This notice of disciplinary action is being issued to you for repeatedly aggravation of common elementary pupils from the past years and up to the present.

This action is in accordance with our several formal and informal discussions with you here in the Office and we have not seen any improvements in most of these areas. I am giving you this written reprimand to address our areas of concern.

As of the past couple of years, some students stopped from coming to school (Diane Cutaran) because of trauma and some has been transferring from another school (John Carlo Pareño) because they instated that they have been aggravated by you in hurtful manners such as; pinching, pointing on the forehead, may or may not be repeatedly but that has been the cause of their transfer. Another is the latest case, the mother of the first grade student, Lord Angelo O. Ortiz, have reported to the Elementary Principal a couple of weeks ago that her child has been pinched near the armpit by their teacher named ___________.

As your Directress, I expect you to meet the requirements of your position on daily basis such as having long running patience and understanding, love and caring for the students because as we know every child has a right, a right to not be treated hurtfully and unequally, right to learn as you have also a right has a human. If you cannot handle the children already, do not walk out or shout or scold them, call for your Principal’s attention and ask for help but never take the children’s aggressiveness for granted just by letting them take their toll in you. You have a right to govern the students just do not hurt them.

In line with this, we are hoping that this written reprimand will already serve as your recollection of mistakes and we are hoping that you will stop from doing such things and to prevent such things from happening again.

Thank you and God bless you.

The Management

Copy furnished Board of Directors///

fallen angel?

guys this is so amazing... kuya Nicolai took this picture, dunno where but look at the figure behind the sky...kind of angel's wing fallen from up above...

Last kiss

No matter where you are
No matter whom you're with
when I'm not by your side
just treasure our last kiss


I know you're leaving again
all I'll be having are your memories
if you happened to reminisce
remember my sweet kiss


I know you'll find me one day
or if not when we meet again
when we cross our path
remind me of your kiss

I met you as a stranger
but I loved you more strangely
you made me know my worth
badly you crushed me with that last kiss

i made this poetry last August of 2007. when i was so in love with Chris Daniel....it has actually two title: Chris Daniel and Last Kiss...hope you enjoy reading it and hope to touch you achy heart...

Joyenz's Spring

nanunuod ba kayo ng Dalja's Spring? sabi ko syet parang nakakarelate ako sa ibang parte tulad ny si Dalja never pa nagkaroon ng Boyfrien pero ako magkaroon naman pero diko kinukunsidera na boyfriend yun mana pa asshole (lol) basta manuod kayo nakakatuwa saka isa pa ang cute nung Leading Man nya...haisss....kelan ba dadating yung taong yun? katagal ko na syang hinihintay pero ala pa din...nakakainggit na nakakatuwang isipin na 22 na ako pero ala pa din akong boyfriend...di naman ako masyadong panget (kahit na nagkaroon na ako ng dalawang past rel'p di ko makonsidered as boyfriends yung mga yun...anukaba!) hehehe...hmmnn ala lang para na naman akong tanga!

reeks original by july

The Philippines reeks with pretentious moralistic hoaxes...as the bible puts it.."the cleanest of all be the first one to cast the stone" like duh..in the Philippines?! gimme a break...tell u what..I'm living an unconventional lifestyle..and people arches their eyebrow every time they learned about it..maybe they are too shocked or their minute brains ( the size of an atom ) is having a tough time deducing it! arrgh...such craps of humanity...look guys...this is my life and don't meddle with my business!.i ain't messing up with you so don't you dare inflict prejudice on me....i am what i am..i do what pleases me and I'm the one accountable for the consequences of my actions....absurd as it may all seem..but this is the real plausible me...take it or leave it..haaayy....don't get me wrong...I'm not virtuous myself..but it's just that some narrow minded feeble and bird brains keep on irking my otherwise "messed -up" existence...this is my life....at least i have one! hail the pragmatist and cursed the pretentious morons!

>>>>>JULITO BARON REYES III<<<<<

2 days in a roW!

DARN IT! I wasn't able to send any SMS for 2 consecutive days already! Dang It! I am starting to hate GLOBE Telocom! the Customer Service Representative keeps on apologizing and saying that they will make another report and that they will tell the technical support (whatever) to like activate my messgae sending again. aafter hearing what he said I was like " WHAT! DO YOU MEAN LIKE YOU DEACTIVATE MY SMS!??FOR WHAT REASON?" I was like freaking the hell out of hell...lol..i kniow...freaking irritating....

wasn't able to blog yesterday so here I am now, on one of the world grandest blogsite having words with you fine people. hah! anyways...uhmmn what happened really? well yesterday I've been so tired because it's examination period and parents has been in and out paying their child's monthly dues, my eyes really hurt so bad...so I decided to take a nap which happened to be a long one...I think i over slept but as I wish of calmer eyes when I woke up I didn't... I had this kind of swollen feelings in my eye lids that irritate my eyes more...the eyes was like so really reddish yellow blurry mix things going on, it's hurting me so bad...that I am starting to hate lights ( the sun and bulbs) gosh I was like high...my friend ask "hei are you doped?" lol..i was like...who?what?me? nahhh...lol...so as I was saying this week has been very unkind to me cause I really wanted to sleep the whole day but I can't I never will...*sigh***sob* like right now too much of everything (well not really...unusual for me) really irritates me...but...there's a but...lol... I am kinda happy for one of my problem has been solved! yeah...got this colors going on me now..lol...like rainbows...it's just a really answered prayer...Thanks GOD!

with all do respect...

I SAW...WOULD I BELIEVE?

haven't you noticed that the world has been fast changing?
or was i too busy that i only had my focus on my being?
have I been too selfish that i wasn't able to see the world's metamorphosis jiffs?
that I become so numb of the smell of the summer breeze that I only see rain and whirling winds?

I had been asking that to myself lately, cause i was like so bored that i only had my focus on emancipating on my being caught up between boredom and no choice (or because I was afraid to face the consequences of it) tell me, somebody please tell me is there any reason why I am being like this (for I know everything has reason even the reason itself, for God has a better plan for us than we have for ourselves) for selfless sake help me, because with all do respect I really need some selfless fate.
† "me is inspired while doing this

selfish selfless

He Left. Actually I let him walk out the door. He had this barrel over his right shoulder while holding a chain on his left hand. seems like he can't take me anymore, The prima donna, the love of selfless maven.

I doubted on his capabilities

Now he's gone, I'm full of uncertainties
was I crazy?
have I become a burden that you just let freely?

hence, should I say end do justify means...that I have to face the consequences, which is YOU, though already free.

I'm on my knees
begging you to pull me here
help me be freed to this grudges
where they said I ought to be

If you really mean what you've said before that "love never changes if it did then that is not love...it's lust" then get back to me, let's continue being crazy.

PICTURE BLOG...yee hah!

I woke up so late...and uhmmmn I took my mirror and feel like wanna cam-whore...lol? so I took my camera and strike a pose and voila! here's a very cool outcome! hah! (i just did put some lipstick though...don't worry i had my brushing before the shot...lol) sleepy...so how do I look? lol

to mock a dieng bird? lol

Haiyo...so board...as you can see i can't even spell bored..well its bored isn't it? lol... sunday today...yeah...i guess...whew! anyways we went churching and uhmmmn our Pastor's sermon (it's God's i know) is about John 2: 1-12, it's when Jesus turns the water into wine (BIG GULP) i'm kinda thirsty now...lol...that's the first Miracle of Jesus, he's got uncountable anyways and the mere values of the story is to trust God/Jesus and like don't bypass them like what the Lady (Virgin Mary) does when she was like "Jesus we are running out of wine" the story and the sermon is good, and it's 1st Sunday and its holy communion week but I didn't take mine, cause I feel so condemned right now, I still feel angry to my shoopid cousin (lol) she was like taking me for granted and when I return the taking for granted to her like freak out and started saying sorry...the thing is i am really puzzled and can't think of any reason why she is acting so shoopid so i didn't mind her and still i am taking her for granted...lol...i know...bad huh?...i just wanted her to feel what she did for me...hah! revenge!?lol no..i won't let SATAN have the benefit of satisfaction...i just need time and space...cruel huh? no...I think it's just called Reaping time...ha! whatsoever man sow, that he shall also reap...what goes around comes around goes around and comes all the way back around...karma dude...uhmm well I guess I got nothing left to say so imma cut this for now...and to my cousin...you...you...lol....God bless! hah!

cleaning out my closet

uhmm...color coordinated??well you bet! hah! uhmmm green is the color of my mood so imma go check on my clothes now...lol..clean some stuff for charity???nice...haha!

mom and I...charcoal???

I got this one..lol..I know it may seems like so noob but it's charcoal dude and my mom's a poser so here you go...you can rate it...hah!

gone chinising...

so fed up with all filipino dishes so my friend aisza and I decided to run to chowking and grab some chowfan and some chichas and there you go we almost finished even the plate itself (lol) it's nice... I like the food I mean if I have to rate it uhmmm it's like 7???okay 8...lol....

i know...lol..nonsenz diz tym gkk..

harlow...
ehehe...i had a great sleep last night
tho i wasn't able to watch my fave. tv series xoxo
I am kinda happy right now,dunno why...gkkkk
arggg...tho I was like so BORED to death l8Li....
buT I is so finE nAh...yeh...err thInk so...
tho i got so tard ba4 but i wasn't now wehehhe...

sad sounding gong

SAD SOUNDING GONG


my life has become a boring pop song
and everyone is singing along
so come with me lets play along
let sing some really sad love song
which is more likely of a banging gong
that sounds like dong dong dong...
--joyenz--

bon appetit

happiest blue ever (//_^)
THE BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE FEVER...lol...i know!

Ingredients

Cake
2 1/2 cups cake flour
2 teaspoons baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
1/2 cup plus 2 tablespoons (1 1/4 sticks) unsalted butter, room temperature
1 1/2 cups sugar
3 tablespoons frozen orange juice concentrate, thawed (optional)
1 1/2 teaspoons grated orange peel (optional)
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
4 large eggs
1 cup whole milk

Filling
2 1/2-pint baskets blueberries
2 tablespoons sugar
1 teaspoon fresh lemon juice

Frosting
1 8-ounce package cream cheese, room temperature
1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, room temperature
3 1/4 cups powdered sugar
2 tablespoons frozen orange juice concentrate, thawed (optional)
1 teaspoon grated orange peel (optional)
1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract

2 1/2-pint baskets blueberries

Preparation

For cake: Preheat oven to 350°F. Butter and flour two 9-inch-diameter cake pans with 1 1/2-inch-high sides; line bottoms with rounds of parchment paper. Sift first 3 ingredients into medium bowl. Beat butter in large bowl until fluffy. Gradually add sugar, beating until blended. Beat in concentrate, peel, and vanilla. Beat in eggs 1 at a time. Beat in flour mixture in 4 additions alternately with milk in 3 additions. Divide batter between prepared pans. Bake cakes until tester inserted into center comes out clean, about 30 minutes. Cool in pans on rack.

For filling: Combine berries, sugar, and lemon juice in heavy small saucepan. Bring to boil over high heat, stirring until sugar dissolves. Boil until mixture is reduced to 3/4 cup, stirring occasionally and mashing berries coarsely with fork, about 8 minutes. Chill filling uncovered until cold, about 30 minutes.

For frosting: Beat cream cheese and butter in bowl to blend. Beat in powdered sugar in 4 additions, then orange concentrate, peel, and vanilla. Chill until firm but spreadable, about 30 minutes.

Cut around cakes to loosen. Turn cakes out. Peel off parchment. Place 1 layer, flat side up, on platter. Spread filling to within 1/2 inch of edges. Chill 5 minutes. Top with second layer, flat side down. Spread 1/2 cup frosting thinly all over cake to seal. Spread remaining frosting over cake. Mound remaining blueberries on top. (Can be made 1 day ahead; chill. Serve at room temperature.)

If I'm a Man I would marry Jen

If I am just a man myself, I'll marry and live my whole life with this Lady, I really like her, she's so pretty in whatever she does, though she's already pregnant and his ex-boyfriend left her like that still i don't and would never mind that, and to show her that i mean everything i wrote here i posted her pix scanned from FHM magazine issued last January which i bought then and guys here's her blog link http://jennylynm.blogspot.com/

we love and support you Jen...all the way...God Bless and Keep safe...take care...muahhhhhhh

from my whole family!


*for Jen's hater MAMATAY KAYO SA INGGIT!!!