Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I miss you

I miss him.

There's a little space in me that's deceivingly small-looking; it looks tiny until you get inside. When you go in it's huge. Because how I love him is huge. Gargantuan. Colossal. It's like the Charlie and the Chocolate Factory door. It looks small and you have to duck to go in, but inside is this wonderful place that someone could only think of when they were high or dreaming or really sleepy. That space is his. It will always be his.

I miss him.

Sometimes the true tragedy in life is getting what you want. Or at least we trick ourselves into thinking it is what we want. That's the true tragedy in life. Not death, not losing, not NOT getting our way. It's when we get what we want and then realize how wrong we were. That's where I'm at now.
My life just feels blah. Kind of brown. Not a nice rich sienna brown, or a deep, full chocolate brown. It's more like an accidental brown. The kind of brown you get on accident when you've mixed too many sorts together on your canvas without waiting for stuff to dry. Accidental brown. I should call Crayola...

Monday, December 29, 2008

December 30, 2008

Dear Diary,

Nung bago magpasko nag pray ako sabi ko "LORD SANA PO MAKITA KO SI JEFF KASI MISS NA MISS KO NA SIYA" tapos katext ko mga bestfriends ko sabi namin kita kits kami this Christmas para magreunion kasi it's been some time since we bonded all together and we deicided to meet up Christmas afternoon and voila! we had a blast, it was like ages since we shout at each other's faces and like talk like we're at both ends of the earth, hours pasts vanessa's sister texted her to go home early so we decided to take her home, on our way back as we crosses the streets we passed ma'am Liway's house so we decided stop and like have a small chit-chat with her, after like 15 or 20 minutes we decided to leave and have a walk... we have a plan, it was dee-dee's and lhenski's actually and it was to go to Jeff's internet cafe. natanaw ko sya sa maliit na butas...ilong pa lang alam ko si Jeff na yuon, nanginginig ako...nahihiya...pucha!!hahaha!! ang lakas ng loob ng dalawa, dee-dee's come up with another plan at yun ay ang mag-internet kila Jeff... shit kako...pucha di na ako makahinga...nanlalambot ako gusto ko ng tumakbo pero hindi ako makakilos. sumunod pumasok si lhen, naiwan ako sa labas, nagkukubli sa dilim. after almost eight and a half minutes nag-out na si dee-dee at vinideo nya pa si Jeff bilang CHristmas gift daw sa akin...hahahah...hiyang hiya na ako pero hindi niya ata alam na nasa labas ako, hindi na siya nagpabayad at eight minutes nga lang daw ang tinagal ni dee-dee halos wala lang daw yun... libre na kumbaga! so lumabas na ako ng gate ng tuluyan kasunod si lhen at dee, pucha nagulat ako bumabalik si dee-dee sa loob, kagago sabi ko! at kinuha pala niya number ni Jeff! hala paglabas namin nagtatatakbo na kami. nagpunta kami sa bahay nila lhen at duon pinanuod ng paulit-ulit yung video ni Jeff tapos tinext ni norlyn si Jeff, eeeeehhhhk! nagreply hala sige text-text tapos kinuha ko na number nya...ang saya saya ko, i think that was the happiest Christmas i ever had. kaso ng ako na ang nagtext the next day hindi na sya nagreply up to now walang text! nabadtrip ako...lungkot shit... pero pinasaya ako ng mga kaibigan ko nung araw ng pasko, maraming salamat sa inyo bagamat napaka babaw ng kaligayahan ko alam ninyong mahirap kong sinuong ang WALONG taon dahil habang binabagtas ko ang mga araw na yuon wala na akong ibang pangalan na bingaggit kundi Jeff, Jeff, at Jeff. at para naman sayo Jeff maraming salamat sa sweet memories that you've shared with me especially that three pages letter you had for me written on our Diary (school handbook) tinago ko yun talaga ng mabuti, gusto ko lang malaman mo mahal na mahal kita na hindi ko sinagot si jhun dahil hinihintay kita pero pagpasok natin ng third year si mary rose na ang nililigawan mo, nasaktan ako nun kaya bumaling ako kay jhun pero ikaw pa rin ang laman ng isip ko, totoo yan kaya kahit mamatay man ako, kahit na tinatanong nila kung anu ba ang meron sayo at bakit ako nagkakaganito hindi ko din alam, eight years ago na actually next year nine years ago na pero kita mo naman ikaw pa din ang hinahanap ko. katulad ng sinulat mo sa diary ko "SANA MASAYA KA- MASAYA KA SANA" (kahit never akong naging masaya kasi nawala ka) i hope ikaw naman ang masaya kahit ibang-iba ka na. hinding-hindi kita makakalimutan kahit na siguro magka-amnisya ako never kitang malilimutan. Jeff mahal kita sobra. I'll always pray for you, always be here for you too...even if it takes me another eight years...(huwag naman na sana!) <3

Christmas Reunion



This was the happiest 1st ever bestfrenz Christmas reunion held at Villa Ramos resort last December 26, 2008. we had a blast and we were like teenagers again! this was taken by Cindy... she has colds and cough that's why she wasn't able to swim with us but that's okay...loveUguys!

Friday, December 26, 2008

December 25, 2008






OMG! This is the best Christmas I ever had! why? because it's the first time i think after like 18 years (if my memory serves me correct) that my mom, uncle and I celebrated Christmas together and it was also the first time that my friends and i bonded together again after high- school years, and after 8 years (secret) haha... i miss him, i asked God to grant my Christmas wish and He did. Thank you po Jesus.

what is Love


ღ i was asked to define what LOVE is........ I can't think of any definition until i remember that once you stole my heart, so all i can say is that it is something that makes the heart mysteriously go wild... such a mystery of the human heart! ღ

Friday, December 19, 2008

ABOUT HIM

I found out just lately, maybe like two years ago that I only happened to LOVE (and I mean it) only HIM (he'd probably knew it, he'd probably not, i don't know so I'll just cross my finger that still he does) cause it's like yearsssssssss ago. I indicated 8 extra "S" because that denotes the years I've been through insanity because I was...and I am still stuck on him. i dunno why, he's just a plain stoopid guy with no dreams for future, he just lives for the day, simple, clean, cute (hahah), well I'm really not sure but one thing I'm sure of... it's that once he loved me.


all my hopes were shattered, felt like i was devastated, i wasn't able to fight for him cause he thought i have a boyfriend already back then. he didn't even asked so i didn't manage to tell him, and that was the biggest mistake i think i will never forget! if he read this, he might laugh or curse but i won't care, not now, not after eight years. shit! i love him so much that i wasn't able to move on because i was always hoping that I'll see him again one day and that eight years will be just like yesterday, if i could only indicate his name i will but still i can't cause I'm afraid that by this time I'll be the one to be rejected, and i don't want that to happened. maybe it'll be better left unsaid than I'll hear something that i don't want to hear. am i very too late? if i am then i just hope you'll realize how much pain and longing I've been through just to type this, and i won't regret that cause i love you, i really don't wanna live in my past cause all I'll be living with will be your laughs, smiles and a three short pages of sweetest letter. darn! those were the sweetest letter I've ever received and that was still intact on that diary we had.


Stuck! can't move. do you know the feeling that you really wanna go but you can't because there's this force pulling you like gravity of a fool? that's the feeling, that's the reason and i don't know what will happened next cause believe it or not I've never been happier with anyone, but with you.

='(

BASEHAN NG TALINO

kanina parang mababaliw na ako kakaisip kay Jeff Arjay B. Rivera kaya naman naisip ko gawin ang palagian kong ginagawa...ang magbasa...tinatamad akong tapusin yung Painted House ni John Grisham kaya nag-internet muna ako, nag update ng blog ko. post dito post dun...tapos nagbasa basa na ako hanggang sa natagpuan ko tong site ng babaeng ito. amfufu. ala na akong ginawa kundii tumawa. sabi ng nanay ko; "anak bakit kaba tawa jan ng taw?" (usual na tanong ng magulang pagnakitang wala namang kausap ang anak pero abot ang halak-hak) sabi ko naman; "natatawa po kasi ako sa blog ng babaeng ito...makatotohana" hanef...dika maniwala eto basahin mo isa nyang blog tapos eto ung site nya sa multiply bisitahin mo...


AND HER BLOG GOES LIKE THIS


*Ano nga b ang sukatan ng pggng mtalino?... Kumuha aq ng.... Ruler... Protractor... Compass... medida(!)... Timbangan... Graduated cylinder... Beaker.. Serological pipette, nismhan q p ng rubber aspirator! Saka q nlaman... Wula pla qng su2katin! Sa-yang na-man!ü

*Ano nga b ang basehan ng ktalinuhan ng isang living thing?

-una, kelangan me yutak

-pngalawa, ung yutak dpt my laman

-pangatlo, ung laman, hnd un crumpy o coco jam , CSF po! Csf ang laman. (!?)

*Pano mla2man kung mtalino ka?

-ganto... pumunta ka sa mall, hnapin ang boutique n my pnkmarami at pnkamgarang slamin at humarap.. Humarap s salamin.. Pumikit.. Dumilat.. Sby sbng bulaga! Pgktpos I lumpit s salamin.. ifocus ang tngin s mukha. Partcularly, s noo.. Mghanap s noo ng blak spot. Ung nittwg ntng 'mole'. Aun! Pg me nkta ka, swerte! Mtalino ka!ü


nung bata aq, mtalino ung nkkspell ng mississippi, nk2tpos ng alphabet song, nkkpgtyms n gmit ang sampung darile, alam n plural ang noun kpg my -ed to(ü), at mrmi png iba.. Ngayong hnd p nmn aq mtanda, pro pmnsan mnsan n ngmmrunong, npgnilay nilayan q n hnd lhat ng nissb ng teacher q, totoo; hnd lhat ng utos ng mga ate q, nkkbuti sken; hnd lhat ng mtaba, cute; hnd lhat ng kalbo, msmang tao; hnd lhat ng taong nkasmyl eh msya, ung iba kulng lng ng turnilya.


^porke highest ka s mga exams nio, mtalino kn. Kc hnd nmn lhat ng exams n nibbgy, pngmta2lino. Ska! malay mo 100 items, 98 ka, eh 97 lng pla ung ksunod mo, iicpn mo p kyang mtalino ka pg nlaman mong tuldok lng ang kulng kya ngkmali xa? Isa pa! 100 items uli, pro highest ka, un nga lng 56 ka. Haha. Kawawa nmn. Kung aq un, mggng proud aq. Lol

^hnd lhat ng mtalino ngttnong. Totoo. Kc ang mtalino, sriling sikap n ngh2nap ng ksagutan s kanyang kacuriousan... Ska, depende, kc Hnd lhat ng tnong me sense, at hnd lhat ng tao, me sense. AT HND LHAT NG BLOG ME SENSE.

^mtalino ung hnd n kelangan mgrebyu kpg me exam. Ung tunay n mtalino, nkksurvive s mga surprise quizzes. nang hnd nango2pya!ö

^ang mtalino, nkknig.. Hnd kelangan ng notes. Ang hnd mtalino, hnd nkknig. Pro my notes. *_+

^ang mtalino, d nkkpgcompete ng grades, ng scores. Pg nkta mo test paper mo n mdming parallel diagonal lines, itago mo n agad! Dpt humble! Kc blita q pg nipgka2lat ang ktalinuhan, unti unting nauubos eh..

^ang matalino, mgaling! Ta-ma! Dpt ms mataas ang score s problem solving kesa s identification ska multiple choice. Odd man out kesa matching type.

^ang matalino,...... panget!

Wooh! swerte q d aq mtalino!üö

ang hnd matalino: mgaling... tsumamba.. mhilig s... bonus!.. ska bglng nggng religious kpg me exam nuh!

IN LOVE

Yña's...

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life… You give them a piece of youR HEART BUT THEY WANT THE WHOLE NOT JUST A PART. (joyenz)

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

UNCERTAIN FATE: Romeo and Rosaline...then Juliet

Juliet wasn't Romeo's first Love.
It was a Beautiful lady named Rosaline.

Romeo is infatuated with Rosaline at the beginning of the play. Rosaline never appears onstage, but it is said by other characters that she is very beautiful and has sworn to live a life of chastity.

Rosaline, like Juliet is also a Capulet. Romeo met Juliet in a party thrown by the Capulet's and fell in love with Juliet instantly.

That's how uncertain love could is; the person who we think are meant for us are really just INSTRUMENTS to find THE ONE DESTINED FOR US. true enough, but then again certainty is always just at the Present but not in the future.

Monday, December 15, 2008

FLIRTY CHEWING GUM

*and i quote:*

OIST? IKW CHEWING GUM? WEH, I DON'T THINK SO...YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE SUCH.

ALAM MO MAY BATAS SA FLIRTING...PAG ANG KA-FLIRT MO AYAW PANG UMAMIN, NAG-EENJOY PA YAN. "CATCH ME IF YOU CAN ANG DRAMA". ANG LAGAY EH XA LANG BA ANG PAMYSTERIOUS? SUBUKAN MO RING GAWAN NG "KALYO" YANG UTAK NYA PARA QUITS.


*unquote*

hahah...oh diba kaporma? hanef. yan ang ABOGADA.

(sagot ito ni mam bem sa tanong ko about FLIRTING at pagiging CHEWING GUM KO DAW...panapal ba? parang option. inelaborate masyado)=D maraming salamat mis bem

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Provrbs 30: 18-19

There are three things that amazes me— actually no, there are four things that I don’t understand: how an eagle glides through the sky, how a snake slithers on a rock, how a ship navigates the ocean, and how a man loves a woman.

Salamat Bob Ong

1. “Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pagtinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon.”

2. “Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang utak para alagaan ang sarili mo.”

3. “Huwag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hawakan ng iba. “

4. “Huwag mong hawakan kung alam mong bibitawan mo lang.”

5. “Huwag na huwag ka hahawak kapag alam mong may hawak ka na.”

6. “Parang elevator lang yan eh, bakit mo pagsisiksikan ung sarili mo kung walang pwesto para sayo. Eh meron naman hagdan, ayaw mo lang pansinin.”

7. “Kung maghihintay ka nang ng lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo.. Dapat lumandi ka din.”

8. “Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang.”

9. “Hiwalayan na kung di ka na masaya. Walang gamot sa tanga kundi pagkukusa.”

10. “Pag hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo wag ka magreklamo. Kasi may mga tao rin na di mo mahal pero mahal ka. Kaya quits lang.”

11. “Bakit ba ayaw matulog ng mga bata sa tanghali? alam ba nilang pag natuto silang umibig e hindi na sila makakatulog kahit gusto nila?

12. “Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang makasama ka.”

13. “Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo. Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso, utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo, kundi IKAW mismo!”

14. “nalaman kong hindi final exam ang passing rate ng buhay. hindi ito multiple choice, identification, true or false, enumeration or fill-in-the-blanks na sinasagutan kundi essay na isinusulat araw-araw. Huhusgahan ito hindi base sa kung tama o mali ang sagot, kundi base sa kung may kabuluhan ang mga isinulat o wala. Allowed ang erasures.”

15. “Wag magmadali sa pag-aasawa. Tatlo, lima, sampung taon sa hinaharap, mag-iiba pa ang pamantayan mo at maiisip mong di pala tamang pumili ng kapareha dahil lang sa kaboses niya si Debbie Gibson o magaling mag-breakdance. Totoong mas importante ang kalooban ng tao higit anuman. Sa paglipas ng panahon, maging ang mga crush ng bayan sa eskwelahan e nagmumukha ring pandesal. Maniwala ka.”

16. “ayokong nasasanay sa mga bagay na pwede namang wala sa buhay ko “

17. “hinahanap mo nga ba ako o ang kawalan ko?”

18. “hindi dahil sa hindi mo naiintindihan ang isang bagay ay kasinungalingan na ito. at hindi lahat ng kaya mong intindihin ay katotohanan. “

19. “Kumain ka na ng siopao na may palamang pusa o maglakad sa bubog nang nakayapak, pero wag na wag kang susubok mag-drugs. Kung hindi mo kayang umiwas, humingi ka ng tulong sa mga magulang mo dahil alam nila kung saan ang mga murang supplier at hindi ka nila iisahan.”

20. “Mag-aral maigi. Kung titigil ka sa pag-aaral, manghihinayang ka pagtanda mo dahil hindi mo naranasan ang kakaibang ligayang dulot ng mga araw na walang pasok o suspendido ang klase o absent ang teacher. (Haaay, sarap!).”

21. “Mangarap ka at abutin mo. Wag mong sisihin ang sira mong pamilya, palpak mong syota, pilay mong tuta, o mga lumilipad na ipis. Kung may pagkukulang sa’yo mga magulang mo, pwde kang manisi at maging rebelde. Tumigil ka sa pag-aaral, mag-asawa ka, mag-drugs ka, magpakulay ka ng buhok sa kili-kili. Sa banding huli, ikaw din ang biktima. Rebeldeng walang napatunayan at bait sa sarili.”

Saturday, December 13, 2008

AKO PA ANG SINUNGALING NGAYON?

anu bang privacy ang hinahanap at pinagsasasabi mo? alam ko hindi mo ginustong tulungan kita...ako lang ang nagmatigas na tumulong..kusang loob lang dahil ayoko lang mamatay ka, tapos you're telling me that i had invaded your privacy? una sa lahat di ko chinizmiz LANG yun...kaibigan mo yun and that they need to know...i guess minasama mo lang at idedeny mo pa...actually dineny mo na...pati ako...so lumabas na sinungaling pa ako...alam mo ang totoo...kaya next time na magpapakamatay ka hindi na ako makikialam...i did my part na...baka next time sisihin mo pa ako ulit na sa lagay na patay ka na itatakbo na naman kita sa hospital...hindi na...hindi mo naman talaga ako kaibigan eh..pero nagmalasakit lang ako ng nagtext ka na uminom ka ng 50 capsules dahil nga problema mo boyfriend mo at gusto mo ng mamatay...nahanap ko nga bahay nyo kahit diko alam kung saang sulok yun eh...hindi ko sinusumbat pero para yun lang idedeny mo pa? sa lagay ba naman kung namatay ka sa tingin mo may privacy ka pa nun? wala! dahil ikatatlong gabi mo na ngayon baka sisihin pa ako ng tropa mo kung hindi ako rumespunde sa text message mo...nawalan ako ng gana...nakakasakit ng loob na WALA NAMAN AKONG IBANG PAKAY para magFeeling Super Hero kung bakit nakwento ko kay kuya Leo yung ginawa mo...nadinig lang ni manager (henry) na TROPA mo din...they just wanted to know what happened...ngayon kung may mali man ako hindi ko yun sinasadya pero para gawin mo akong mukang tanga ang sinungaling goodluck na lang sa next suicide attempt mo...hindi na kita pipigilan sa trip mo.anu bang sinasabi mong DOBLE ANG DILA ng mga tiga gym? whatever po!

TAKE NOTE PO HINDI AKO SINUNGALING O CHISMOSA O FEELING SUPER HERO.... KAIBIGAN KASI TURING KO SAYO KAYA KO GINAWA YUN AT KUNG NKWENTO KO KAY KUYA LEO AT HENRY HINDI KO GUSTONG ICHISMIS KA...TROPA MU YUN...PASENSYA!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

havoc

i was shocked and crying last night when a friend of mine sent me an SMS (text) saying that she took 50pcs tablets (amoxicilin and cefalexin) I was shocked because at first i Thought she was kidding though i knew she's already problematic but i think she won't do anything like that until she was like saying goodbye already and i was like what the f*ck is she talking about so what i did is talk to her and like tell her that k*lling her self won't do any good so i rush into her house though i haven't been there with my cousins, we search for her house and found it, i found her lying on her bed groggy and the vinyl was full of vomits and there were like 80 opened capsules of different kind vulgarly tossed around her bed and the smell of her room was like the hospital, bad odor smell of medicine! i was like sh*t what are you trying to prove! i convinced her to go to the hospital and she was like i really wanna die just leave the h*ll out of me, and i was like f*ck! i can't let you go to h*ll this way...(hehe) until i convinced her to go the hospital, we rushed her to the doctor first but the doctor said she needs to go to the hospital already and so we went to the public hospital around 9pm and we are like fr**king the h*ll out of her insanity! he doctor said she is needed to be confine but she insisted not to, so we went home around almost 12 midnight and thanks God she survived the attempt, I just wished that she won't do anything like it AGAIN! ate Ana Veronica I know how much you love him (Andong), but killing yourself won't make him love you more especially if you're a dead meat already...I Love you ate...I'm just here...

Monday, December 8, 2008

ANOTHER PACMAN VICTORY

TO fight against a big name like Oscar De La Hoya was already a dream come true for Manny Pacquiao. And to win against boxing’s “Golden Boy” would make it sweeter.

Pacquiao accomplished the sweeter feat as the world lightweight champion fashioned out an impressive eighth-round TKO victory over the legendary De La Hoya on Sunday (Philippine time) in their cross-divisional “Dream Match” at the MGM Grand Garden Arena in Las Vegas, Nevada, USA.

The Filipino boxing icon started strong right at the opening bell to dictate the tempo of the match.

Pacquiao continued his onslaught in the next round, landing several lefts to the face of the former six-division champion, and never let up.

De La Hoya demonstrated a bit of his skills in the fifth round only to be peppered anew thereafter.

Pacquiao, who refused to be called “The Mexicutioner”, was indeed a Mexicutioner as he battered De La Hoya into a corner and made a punching bag out of the bigger and taller Mexican-American that swelled the latter’s eye shut in the seventh round.

Round 8 was likewise an all-Pacquiao show as he went on throwing lefts and rights on a somewhat resigned De La Hoya, whose corner threw in the towel after the round.

Pacquiao also made boxing history by winning in three different weight divisions in one year. He edged junior-lightweight rival Juan Manuel Marquez in March and stopped lightweight David Diaz in the ninth round in June.

The triumph improved the “Pacman’s” win-loss-draw record to 47-3-2, while it was the “Golden Boy’s” sixth defeat in 45 fights.

“Manny Pacquiao is a great fighter,” the 35-year-old De La Hoya said. “He deserves all the credits in the world. We fight a tremendous fight and he was a better man and he deserves all the accolades and he deserves everything that he has accomplished and I wish him all the best.”

In response, Pacquiao, who stands to get $11 million (roughly P540 million) from this fight, said: “Whatever happens you are still my idol.”

The fight was so lopsided and De La Hoya looked so inept that it could spell the end for boxing's richest and most marketable star.

De La Hoya, however, said: “My heart still wants to fight that’s for sure. But when you can no longer respond, then what can you do. We’ll see what happens. I love the sport. When it’s not your night and a true champion like Manny beats you, obviously there is another day tomorrow.”

It was really a day of stoppages as five of the scheduled seven supporting bouts also came out abbreviated.

Victor Ortiz of Oxnard, California stopped Jeffrey Resto in the second round to keep his North American Boxing Organization junior-welterweight championship in the main supporting event.

Ortiz went to work right at the opening bell and floored Resto twice with solid punches to the face and body. The defending champion continued his onslaught in the second canto and scored a technical-knockout victory in 1:19.

The win improved Ortiz’s win-loss-draw record to 23-1-1.

World Boxing Organization junior-featherweight champion Juan Manuel Lopez of Caguas, Puerto Rico likewise retained his title via a first-round TKO win over Sergio Medina of Salta, Argentina.

Lopez downed Medina thrice, prompting the referee to stop the fight 1:38 in the opening round.

It was Lopez’s 24th straight win in as many bouts, while Medina suffered his second loss in 35 fights.

In the bout of super-middleweights, unbeaten Daniel Jacobs of Brooklyn, New York scored his 12th KO in 13 fights by stopping Victor Lares 2:44 of the second round. Lares dropped his record to 14-4.

Earlier, Adrien Broner and Roberto Marroquin also scored early stoppages against their respective opponents.

Broner stopped Scott Furney in the first round of the second bout, while Marroquin knocked out Isaac Hidalgo also in the opening stage of the curtain-raiser.

In the other bouts, junior-welterweight Danny Garcia outpointed Jose Alfredo Lugo in the fourth fight of the night and Jose Angel Beranza, in the third match, beat erstwhile undefeated Jesus Rojas via unanimous decision.(Sunnex)



http://www.sunstar.com.ph/network/pacquiao-de-la-hoya%E2%80%99s-nightmare

Thursday, December 4, 2008

NAK NG PONCHO

never try to hide your feelings for someone AGAIN... cause you weren't good in lying. nakita mo ginawa mo ... pitong taon pinataw mong paghihirap sakin! ANAK NG PONCHO.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

TWILIGHT

Edward: "If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I’m not ashamed of it."

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Tragic Love Story: The Missing Rib

A girl in love asked her boyfriend.

Girl: Tell me. Who do you love most in this world?

Boy: You, of course!

Girl: In your heart, what am I to you?

Boy: The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib. It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."

After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.

However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems, their life became mundane.

All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated.

One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"

The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"

Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.

Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go." She continued, "It is less painful this way. Let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners."

Five years went by...

He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced. He felt anguished that she never waited for him.

In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.

One day, they finally met. At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good byes. He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at him gently.

Boy: How are you?

Girl: I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib?

Boy: No.

Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.

Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number. Nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good bye.

Good bye...

One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York, in the event that shocked the world.

Midnight, once again, he lit his cigarette. And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart. He finally knew. She was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken.

Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury. Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental. We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones. And even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done.

Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control. Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives.

Tomorrow may never come. Give and accept what you have today

Monday, December 1, 2008

'Seize my hand, and we'll rise up high, Love, let this be our anthem until we die.'

'Let this evening be the longest among all, Be with me, we'll stand when all kingdoms fall.' -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Do you love me?",with distinguished dread Mark said. "Of course babe.I know you certainly know that I love you.",Stephanie boldly answered. "If I needed to be gone for long,will you miss me?",Mark asked. "Is there something wrong babe?You act so strange.You're starting to scare me.",Stephanie said in a fed-up voice. Mark grabbed Stephanie's hand and kissed it as an answer. "I'm here-nothing to worry about my love.",Stephanie assured Mark. Stephanie then fell asleep on top of Mark's chest as they lie down on a picnic carpet under the starry night. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- That night was different among all.Glittering star-filled skies as the full moon shows itself over the extensive horizon of the never-ending universe.The coldness of the gust of every wind-it chills Mark's spine as Stephanie is in her deepest slumber. As Mark stares at a cluster of stars to the west from his eye-sight a meteorite caught his attention. "Hey,hey babe,wake up,look,a meteorite.",Mark said as he wakes up Stephanie. Then Stephanie woke up wanting to know what Mark has waked her up for. "Oh,it's so beautiful babe.",Stephanie said in bewilderment. Silence held up the panorama for about a minute or two as they watched the meteorite meander over the dim heavens. Stephanie cracked the silence and said,"You know what babe,meteorites are known to grant wishes of the people who sees it.I was a little child then since I first made my wish to a meteorite." "What did you wish for?",Mark asked. "Uh-mm,I forgot.You know,Its been so many years,Stephanie answered. "You?If you were to make a wish,what would it be?",Stephanie added. "I don't believe in wishes babe.",Mark said with a thwarted voice. "C'mon Mark,just try it,nothing would be gone if you do so.",Stephanie said as she grabbed Mark's left arm. Mark just continued staring at the meteorite as it slowly fades out. "Never mind it babe.It's gone.I just wanted you to make a wish,what is so hard with that?",Stephanie said in disappointment. "Yeah.You won.I made a wish before it's gone.",Mark said. "Oh really?!Thank you babe!See,I told you,nothing is gone,its not that hard right?",Stephanie said with a delighted face. "Uh-mm,so what did you wish for?",Stephanie added. "Nothing.I'll just let you know when it came true.I mean,if ever by any chance it came true",Mark said in doubt. "So unfair.Just forget about it babe.It's 4 hours before sunlight,we should get enough sleep by-then.",with a saddened voice,Stephanie said. Mark never answered back,he just continued staring at the skies as Stephanie fell asleep by his side. --------------------------------------------------------------------- Silence once again roofed the whole atmosphere.As the night gets deeper,the colder and more burly the breeze of wind gusts that dried leaves from a fig tree,about few steps away from where they laze,falls and creeps over the grasses of the wide spacious garden. 'If only you knew what I wished for.In doubt,I prayed and begged for that yearning,that one wish I always hoped for,that I would readily do anything for that to come to pass.If only you knew.',Mark's heart cried out. And Mark got a blanket,covered the two of them,so that they would keep warm.Using his arms Mark,grabbed Stephanie close to him,kissed her in the forehead and said,"I love you.I loved you yesterday,today,and until forever I will love you." Then Mark closed his eyes and fell asleep. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- The sunshine were as white as doves spreads their wings as their first light greetings to Mark and Stephanie.They soared up high in the skies and flew from coast-to-coast.The heavens are as ashen as last night's darkness in the other hand. "Babe,wake up.It's daybreak.C'mon let's roast our prepared hot dog and toast the sand which.",Mark said,trying to wake Stephanie up. "Good morning babe.Did you slept well last night?",Stephanie asked Mark as she woked up. "Yeah.Pretty well babe.Come here,breakfast is ready.",Mark answered. "Here you go.Oh be careful it's hot.",Mark said as he handed-over the food. "Wow,thanks babe.Have your breakfast as well.",Stephanie thanked Mark. "Uh babe,I'm going to check out our car.You just stay right here and wait for me.Ok?",Mark said. "Sure babe.Just don't be gone so long.",Stephanie answered. As Mark was walking and about to eat,he felt real dizzy,loosen his grip to the food and it fell.He putted his right hand to his forehead trying to give himself a massage as a relief. "Babe?Is everything ok?",Stephanie asked in concern as she walks towards Mark to check out on him. "Yeah,yeah babe,everything is...",just before Mark finished talking he fell from where he was standing and fainted. "Babe!",Stephanie shouted as she run towards Mark. Stephanie got Mark on her laps and tried waking him up. "Babe!Wake up!C'mon end of the joke,it's not funny anymore Mark!You're making me worry!",Stephanie shouted as she wants to wake Mark up. And still nothing.Mark's face started to pale,his hand as Stephanie held it was never giving a response,his body had given away its weight,making it hard for Stephanie to carry him.Stephanie then,got the car-key from Mark's pocket,carried him to the rigth passenger seat and drove to the nearest hospital about 6 miles away. Minutes have passed and still nothing from Mark.He never woke up,not a single movement From him. "Oh please hold on babe!Were already near the hospital.Everything's going to be fine.",Stephanie cries as she tries to talk to Mark. Time passed by as fast as wind,running after Mark's every heartbeat.Every moment was as precious as a single golden coin in a unfathomable jar full of corroded silver ones.Hours became minutes as minutes became seconds.Stephanie is literary driving in a car race against the undertaker. --------------------------------------------------------------- "What happened to him?",a nurse asked Stephanie as she rushed Mark to the emergency room. "I don't know.He just fainted and I…I don't know!",Stephanie tried to explain. "Ok,We'll take care of him.",the nurse assured. --------------------------------------------------------------------- Stephanie then sat on a sofa just outside the emergency room.She was crying for almost more than an hour.While Mark is inside the emergency room,she can not do anything,but wait,and wait. "How is he Doc?Yeah,I know he's getting well.He used to prank me since then.When is he going home?",Stephanie asked the doctor assertively. "Your boyfriend's condition is serious Stephanie.",the doctor said. "What?!I mean,h-h-how can that be?A while ago we where just...",Stephanie started to cry. "Based on Mark's records,he has stage 3 leukemia.His former personal doctor gave prescriptions and scheduled therapies.Though his family would be that able to handle the given medications,he was the one who refused it.That is why the disease grown and his body collapsed.I would not want to give false hopes for you and Mark's family Stephanie,that is why I wanted you to be ready for anything that may happen.I need to go now Steph and check out on Mark.You better take a rest first.",the doctor explained. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Every color faded away.As Stephanie slowly sits on the corridor's floor,her heart was weeping in so much pain.For every tear that fell,dreams flew outside the window,into the skies and were lost forever.She looked at her left hand and saw the ring. "I give you this ring as a sign of my ever-lasting love,that as its shape,you will never know where it began and when will it end." She remembered that moment,the most romantic scene,where the two of them was Romeo and Juliet.Loves moves in a way that it binds Mark and Stephanie's heart as one.Stephanie gave everything to Mark that night,as a sign of fully devoting herself to her future beloved husband,as Mark offered everything he has,as a sign of full support for his beloved future wife.In a way that blissful moment brought hope,but in the other hand in made her feel more wasted and broken. ------------------------------------------------------------------- As hours of Stephanie's waiting outside Mark's room passed by. "Stephanie,come but do make so much noise.",the doctor called up Stephanie. She hurried like she never got tired of waiting to see him. Stephanie opened the door and slowly walked towards Mark's bed,sat beside him,and held his hand. "Hey babe it's me.Everything is going to be fine.I'm here,I'll stay by your side.",Stephanie whispered. Suddenly,Mark moved his hand as a sign of response to Stephanie's voice. Mark woke up and gave a smile to Stephanie.Even though the pain due to his illness is eminent in Mark's face,that smile made him look better than ever. "B-B-Babe...Remember that wish I made last night that I told you I will tell you when it came true?",Mark said in a anguish voice. A tear fell from Stephanie's eye,hampering her to answer Mark's question.She nodded instead in agree to Mark. "I really hoped that dream to come true.I really prayed for that since the day that I found you Steph.",Mark said. "But babe,why didn't you tell me anything about your condition?Do I not have the right to know it?I'm your girlfriend.Sooner or later I'll be your wife.Why have you not told me?",Stephanie asked Mark. "It's because of my love for you Steph.I didn't want you to worry and to fear.I didn't want us to be bothered by my condition and yet know to ourselves that we can not do anything about it.I wanted us to have relationship that focuses to us,to just you and me,and nothing more.",Mark explained. "But Mark..." "Shh.Stop babe.Last night,what I wished for is that you'll be with me,until the end.",Mark said. Stephanie cried like a river.Heart was almost tearing apart.She held Mark's hand so tight,like she never did before.Every moment that they had together refreshed itself to Stephanie's mind. ------------------------------------------------------------------ She remembered,the scenery was just like that night.The cold breeze of every gust of wind.The view of the heavens and the ashen skies as birds flew freely.She remembered. "Its been 3 years babe,but it always feels like yesterday.",a tear dropped from Stephanie's eyes,never different from that day.The same old tear. "I would always look at my hand whenever I miss you,for there,I see your everlasting love,that as its shape I won't know the beginning and the end.It is so hard Mark,yet I needed to learn how to accept the reality of our love story,beyond our dreams and our plans,never a happy ending.Every night I can't sleep,hoping that one day I would wake up with you by my side,that everything that had happened was just a nightmare.Every night I get cold and longed for your warm arms holding me close to you.I feels so fresh even though its been quite sometimes.Remember that night when I told you I forgot that wish I asked for to a meteorite when I was a child?That wish was to be with the man who would love me for the rest of his life as I lie down my bed until the last breath I take.Meteorites are sometimes unfair it would not always grant wishes for everyone. It's been 3 years babe,and nothing has changed.",Stephanie said as she sits on the grass and looks up in the skies. "Mom! Aren't you done yet? Will you please help fly my kite mom?",Mark called his mom. "He's growing so fast Mark.He is starting to learn new things,how to play the guitar,how make friends with other kids.He looks like you babe,even more every day.It's just you Mark.Every time I look to him,it's just,I see nothing but you babe.The way he talks,the way he cracks a joke,the way he runs,and plays,and laugh,it's just you Mark.I know one day when he finds the girl for him,he will be just like his father,who loved the girl of his life wholeheartedly,and then spent the rest of his life devoting it to loving only that girl.",Stephanie continued taking. "Hey mom!C'mon!Please help me!I don't know how to fly this kite.",Mark shouted as he runs and holds the string of his kite. "Yes dear,I'm coming.",Stephanie stood up,walked towards Mark and they played. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- END. ---------------------------------------------------------------