Okaeri

Have you ever dream of knowing what the future has for you? like you would kill just to survive cause you realy wanna see the tomorrow sky? well i do...i dreamt of knowing what my future has for me...why o why? because i wanna change my fate. i wanna end up happy cause NO ONE believe me NO MAN has ever been HAPPY his entire life or at least remaining hour. No one would wanted his loved one get killed, no one i guess ever wished of his Dad dies (unless he's evil then he could wish of that) No man ever wished of starvation or ever prayed of plague, though i once wished of holocaust...and it did...mean me....I'm Sorry...I am verr sorry.

But that was just a fantasy. now ima back to R-E-A-L-I-T-Y. OKAERI JOYENZ...WELCOME BACK JOYENZ!... I was unable to help my self to DREAM and part of that dreaming is to envision my domani mattina cause I don't wanna die helpless and failure....byzantine yet within reach... Life has a lot to offer but we are just so blinded to see only the enigma of it... even God has been so much Kind that he let us have the "FREE WILL"... but i guess that's the beauty of life, that's what makes it perfect, thats what keeps us holding on, that help us become independent, make us more mature, it nurtures our way of thinking that makes us supple.

All those pains, heart-aches, scars, pail o' tears, weariness and even death is good. in deed it is great, cause it brings out the best in us, it become our strenght to stand tall, we may not want to lose or fail someone like a family or friend but losing them doesn't mean they are realy gone because you still have their memories in you, the laughters, the Joy, the shared-moments, all those sweet stuffs that makes you a better you for your tomorrow.

Lo! listen. if ever you have to pause you still have all the reasons to continue the walk, because no matter how, no matter what the people will say, no matter when and no matter why you will always have the reason to push to your tomorrow and even the wilderness, the sorrows of hardship, loneliness of time won't be able to overcome you! cause you will always have your yesterdays to go back to, and you will always have those people to welcome you.

Okaeri kaeru bashu...welcome back to our HOME where tomorrow leads.