tHE wRitEr anD hEr pEn: january 91, 2008

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

january 91, 2008

this'll serve as my diary...ahemmm..here it goes...lol...1.2.....3.........HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

hi guys i love you all muahhhhhhhhh....malungkot ako kagabi not until 15min. b4 new year....lumabas kami,,saya ang daming paputok...tapos 2am n kami natulog...i woke up 8am taz 2pm nagpunta kami sa patay (apo ni madam molina) wawa aman...peo GOD HAS A BETTER PLSN FOR US THAN WE HAVE FOR OURSELVES! GOD BLESS THIS YEAR FOR US....thanx po...dumating na pala si pastor (dec.31'07) dito naman natulog ptra.suzie...happy! god bless you all ulit...si manong lambert galing dito,sana mabenta na lupa niya ng magkapera na! in jesus name!

in other word...

I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO MOVE ON AND LIKE BE FOREVER STUCK IN JEFF'S SHADOW BUT I WAS WRONG. DEAD WRONG. AFTER EIGHT YEARS OF BEING AT A COMPLETE LOSS IN JEFF'S MEMORY COMES ALVIN. AT FIRST I THOUGHT HE WAS JUST LIKE THOSE OTHER GUYS THAT I HAD A CRUSH ON BUT AS TIME GOES BY I JUST FOUND MYSELF TOTALLY OVER HIM. I FELL IN LOVE. HE HELPED ME MOVE ON AND LIKE START OVER AGAIN OR LIKE CONTINUE TO BREATHE AGAIN. HE'S DIFFERENT AND DOES NOT REMIND ME OF JEFF IN ANY WAYS. HE'S FRONT ACT WERE LIKE MEAN AND UNPLEASANT BUT BEHIND THOSE UNCARING ACT WERE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FOR HIS FAMILY. THAT'S WHAT I LIKE AND LOVE ABOUT HIM. HIS NAME IS JOEY ALVIN SAN JUAN- BELZA. I LOVE YOU HONEY. THANKS FOR MAKING ME FEEL LOVED BY YOU. I'M ALL YOURS.